The Diary of Adin

Ana fenin kefala

2011-12-26T04:09:00.000-08:00

Lame gile x update blog. Believe me, i have lots n lots of things going inside me that i wanna throw up here. I just dun have the right time, damn, lame excuse..

Dah la aritu internet buat hal, orang nk post entry pn x boleh, bengong ke pe?

Neway, this week is study week, I’ll be having paper by 3^rd January next year until 16^th Jan. With SIFE project proposal yg ktrg baru prepare nak kene push, comes academic responsibility pulak. Pastu baru igt nk balik rumah, tapi mcm busy je, damn damn damn week.

Aku x kesah, settlekan semua by this Thursday, balik rumah, x kisah la even if it’s just for a day or two, janji dpt tgk muka parents da cukup baik da, =)

Nak kene study utk 7 subject papers, hooo i'm gonna need lots of luck, xD

WISH ME LUCK!

KOSISWA is finally here!

2011-12-07T02:36:00.000-08:00

Setelah setahun lebih fighting utk menubuhkan Koperasi Siswa Siswi UniMAP (KOSISWA), akhirnya koperasi berjaya ditubuhkan petang tadi selepas meeting. Dan secara langsung, aku dilantik menjadi presiden KOSISWA. Nampak gaya, bertambah-tambah la lagi tanggungjawab aku sem ni. Insyaallah aku akan melakukan yang terbaik.

Banyak kelebihan bile KOSISWA ni ditubuhkan. Harap2 aku dan rakan2 ALK yang lain berjaya mencorakkan KOSISWA ke jalan yang profitable bagi membantu ahli-ahli yang lain, secara langsung, menolong mahasiswa mahasiswi Universiti Malaysia Perlis, insyallah! Doa2kan lah aku, =)

Malam ni ade meeting kelab taekwondo pulak. Malam esok AGM utk SIFE pulak. Aku tak minta semua tanggungjawab ni, tapi bile orang dah bagi kepercayaan, kita kena tanggung. Semoga aku berjaya harungi semua cabaran yang menarik ni, =)

Pesan Abah, buat list!

2011-12-05T15:05:00.000-08:00

Why is it important to list down all your activities that needed to be done? Simple, we humans tend to forget things. It’s very simple actually, to organize your activities, list down all of it, and organize according to priorities, senang kan? Tapi bukan semua rajin nk buat list, masing2 malas nk tulis.

I still remembered my dad saying, “Amir, list down ape yg penting, nanti lupe”. Abah ulang ayat tu, rasanya dari aku sekolah menengah, sampai la sekarang. Abah suruh bawak buku kecil dalam poket everytime kite keluar rumah. Tapi sayangnye, smpai sekarang aku x practice bende tu, haish.

Here’s my December list:

1) Edit video Organizational Behavior

2) Annual Report Taekwondo Club

3) Meeting with Sky Water

4) Dinner Paperwork

5) Assemble team utk next sem punye graduation dinner party

6) Drafting Project Management kasi siap.

7) Entrepreneurial Marketing punye business plan & power point.

8) Research Methodology, analysis questionnaire, submit 12^th December.

9) 7^th December, Rabu, meeting KOSISWA. Alhamdulillah, FINALLY!

10) 7^th December jugak, malam, meeting Taekwondo.

11) SIFE, buat guideline utk project proposal, distribute masa meeting 8^th Dec malam nanti.

12) Barbeque party utk budak 3^rd year, apecer? Planning?

13) Follow up paperwork SIFEWAY, kedai roti, att. Mai.

There you go, bukan susah pn nk list down, haha. Aku bertekad, nk beli buku kecil utk dibawa ke mana2 saja aku pergi! Yeah! Petang ni gak aku cari! =)

December yg stress

2011-12-02T15:07:00.000-08:00

First time aku sakit kepale teruk, macam migraine. Malam semalam aku tergolek2 kat katil dari pukul 1 pagi sampai 5 pagi, taleh tido, gile btol. Aku igtkn badan aku da system breakdown da, waktu tido dah tak betul, cuak gak. Sempat la tido sejam, sbb pagi esok nye ade class. Yang x best nye, still sakit pale lagi after class tu.

Gi check kt clinic, doc ckp bukan migraine, tapi stress melampau. Wakaka, nk gelak je aku dengar. Tapi mmg betul pn, waktu aku tergolek2 atas katil tu, mcm2 bende aku fikir, banyak sangat berfikir mungkin? Dapat la dua papan ubat stress ngan dua papan ubat sakit pale..

Macam2 hal gak yg berlaku sebulan due ni. Banyak commitment aku kene tolak tepi, nk kasi priority kt certain part. 3 buah persatuan nk handle, Besca, SIFE dan taekwondo. Dua yang pertama mcm dah on the right track dah, tinggal kelab taekwondo je ni, uwargh, cabaran2..

Dengan banyak class aku terskip sbb tido yg x cukup. Nasib baik da berterus terang ngan lecturer, diorang pn understand, sadiss..

It’s a pain in the ass when u cant fulfill your responsibility. Bile decision yang kite buat tu, menyusahkan orang, rasa sangat2 la bersalah, adeyh.

Last skali aku potong rambut, da botak da, puas ati aku, serabut kepale! *awkward blog ending.

November rain.

2011-11-09T09:43:00.000-08:00

Love, it’s not something to be taken lightly. But sometimes love is overrated. People craving love, wanting someone special, without realizing that love is everywhere. What’s love anyway? Ever wonder why love hurts you?

There’s a thin lining between love, lust, and hate. I used to think that I only needed love when I’m lonely, when I’m in pain, when having success, or any emotional occasion that made me need to feel self belonging, felt appreciated.

I’ve always wonder, what have I done wrong? It’s simple, as a muslim, you love, because of Allah. Betulkan niat, pray for it, insyaAllah everything will go smooth.

I promised to myself, I won’t ever involve in any intimate relationship before marriage. I’ve done too much damage to people around me, and I hate myself for it. Think I’m strong? I’m just a normal human being like the rest of us. I’m through..

No wonder I’ve failed in life, it’s because I’ve failed to submit fully to the One.

Kawan aku, dia, dia, produce novel !

2011-10-26T08:26:00.000-07:00

Aku ade sorang member, Iqbal Syarie name die. Hehe, satu bende yang paling best pasal sekolah asrama penuh ni, we’re brothers, x kesah la rapat, x rapat, pandai ke, x pandai ke, sengal ke, miskin ke kaye ke, sumenye brothers. Haha, da lari topic pulak.

Actually kawan aku sorang ni, die da berjaya produce novel sendiri, tajuknya, “Dia yang Kunikahi”. Peh, sekali dgr memang meremang dengan emosi kejiwangan, hehe. Aku personally jarang bace novel2 melayu ni, dulu zaman sekolah2 adela bace sikit2 mcm Akhadiat Akashah, Aisyah Sofea ke ape ntah name die, tapi tu dulu2 la. Haha.

Tadaa, xD

Aku mmg dah lama dah nk beli buku dia ni, tapi ssh btol nk pijak kedai buku ni, jarang pergi. Nak dijadikan cite, tadi ayah aku ajak g kedai buku, nk cari buku ape ntah td, so aku amek kesempatan la utk cari karya rakan aku ni, and tadaa, aku jumpa. Yeahh, dalam hati aku fikir, bangga gak ade rakan camni, macam style plak tgk novel, depan ada nama “Iqbal Syarie”, pehhh. Pendek cite, aku pn beli la. Dan sekarang baru masuk chapter 4.

Ape yang penting kat sini, we could see, and compare, sesetengah org accomplished so many things at young age, walhal kita pula macam mana? Hehe, boleh dijadikan motivasi utk terus mengejar kejayaan, I’m proud of you bro, goodluck in many2 years to come, =)

p/s: macam kelakar gak mase aku bli buku ni tadi. Mak ngan akak aku pn pelik je tgk aku bli novel jiwang, wahkahkah. But seriously, jiwang tu sikit la, novel ni more towards da’wah islamiah ye, harap2 rakan2 yang lain try la bace, xD

Aku takut

2011-10-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

Kita tahu, ponteng Solat, hukumnya berdosa besar.

Kita tahu, segala perkara yang kita buat, semuanya atas kebenaran yang Maha Esa.

Kita tahu, segala ujian dan dugaan, adalah untuk mematangkan kita, supaya kita redha dengan ketentuanNya.

Kita tahu macam2 perkara lagi. Ya, kita tahu. Setiap kali kita ditegur, kita akan cakap dalam hati, “Aku pun tahu benda tu”.

Kita tahu, setiap perbuatan kita di dunia ini, akan dibalas di akhirat kelak, kita tahu.

Kita tahu semua itu, betul kan?

Kita tahu, kalau ada orang buat salah di depan mata kita, kita harus tegur. Dan kalau kita sendiri yang buat salah, kita perbetulkan diri kita. Kita tahu.

Namun berapa ramai yang tahu, yang dirinya sendiri adalah hipokrit? Mungkin kita tahu itu juga. Kita mampu bercakap tentang sejarah2 nabi, kepentingan solat, hadith2, dan sebagainya, tapi kita sendiri tidak praktikkan? Kita tahu?

Manusia akhir zaman, sememangnya sangat menakutkan. Kita sendiri boleh lihat, ketika maghrib, berpusu2 orang pergi menonton wayang, ke mana pergi Solat? Kita nampak orang berbuka puasa di Shopping Mall, tapi kemudiannya tidak kelihatan di surau utk solat, seperti perkara biasa. Ade kite tegur? Berani?

Kita tahu tak betapa kurang ajarnya kita dengan Tuhan kita? Kita lebih takutkan teguran para Professor daripada suruhan agama kita sendiri. Setiap kali lepas solat, adakah kita ikhlas berdoa? Kadang2 berdoa, mintak segala-galanya, tapi cara berdoa macam bercakap dengan kawan. Kawan ke?

Aku takut. Aku sangat takut dengan realiti kehidupan aku sekarang. Aku tahu aku harus banyak bertaubat. Aku tahu semua itu. Aku takut dengan semua rezeki yang Allah kurniakan pada aku. Keluarga aku, saudara aku, pendidikan aku. Aku tahu aku harus bersyukur, cukupkah dengan sekadar bersyukur? Segalanya2 hanyalah sementara.

Aku takut.....

Tensen di pagi hari.

2011-10-18T21:56:00.000-07:00

Peh, sumpah wa bengang sikit la harini. Cmni cite die. Macam biase la, every week ade assignment. Utk subject project management, last week punye group assignment, aku buat sorang2, bnyk pulak tu soalan die, panjang pulak tu jawapan aku kasi. Termasuk aku, semuanya ada 3 org dalam group kami.

Aku fhm group member aku busy. Masalahnye aku pn busy jugak, but we should know which comes first, and what are our priorities, btol? Jadi utk this week punye assignment, diorang punye turn la buat, aku da ckp da 4 hari lepas, korang utang aku, jadi mggu ni korang pulak buat. And diorang pn setuju memandangkan previous assignment mmg da siap sume elok aku buat sorang2.

So, semalam aku contact la group member aku, calling2 punye calling, x dpt, aku assume diorang tgh buat la keje, x pun kalau diorang nmpk aku miscall, paham2 la ade bende kene buat. Sbb assignment kene anta the next morning.

Nak dijadikan cerita, masa kat kelas, aku Tanya la member sorang ni,

Aku : “Assignment da anta blom?”

Member 1 :“Wehh, blom dowh, “member 2” yang buat, x sure die da antar ke x”

Aku: “Haa, call la die tanye da anta ke x, aku call x dpt..”

Member 1 :“Tutt tuttt, wehh, die kate die x print lagi dowh”

Cantekkkk… So aku pun g la cari member lagi sorang ni, die ni pn tetibe busy plak arini, smpai x g class. Aku pegi kt die, tanye, assignment da anta belum?

Member 2: “Ehh, bukan “member 1” yang buat ke?? Aku tak tau ape2 pun?”

Aku dengan tensen nye, buat “muke” sikit, chow dari situ. So, what happen really? Senang je, due2 x buat keje. Masalahnye, aku fhm kalau diorang busy, tapi aku x suke org tipu aku. Dah terang2 due2 x buat keje, bole pulak si “member 1” cakap yang “member 2” dah buat tapi x print lagi pulak, sah2 tipu kt situ.

Salah aku jugak, percaye kt diorang, x pantau. Tula die, org call x angkat, haishh.

Nasib baek la lecturer baik, die kate anta esok. Dugaan2…

3 weeks flashback, i'm lazy, really.

2011-10-07T21:31:00.000-07:00

1. Supplier withdraw last minute, terpaksa cari supplier machine baru. Lambat install machine, schedule delay.

2. Meeting club fail to be done within timeframe, lagi delay, lagi sakit. Tade orang nk pegang tanggungjawab.

3. But still project kene push, so I’m doing it all independently. What to do?

4. Report incubator programme pn x siap2 lagi, rabu depan nk hantar, haizz..

5. The problem is not with the people, the system itself failed to give us what we need.

6. Bnyk perubahan perlu dilakukan utk promote entrepreneurial activities kt unimap ni. Hehe, sem ni utk subject research methodology aku buat research study pasal case ni utk final assignment. Kalau dpt A, trus present kt VC, boleh? xD

7. Koperasi pn lmbt nk dpt greenlight, da ade bad repo ngan SKM. Ape nk jadi daa. Tula masalahnye bile org yg handle tu hangat2 taik hanjing.

8. Jeles tgk program school lain run smoothly, haha, byk btol cabaran eah kt ppipt ni.

9. Dulu bile busy bukan main pening pale, migraine ape sume, sekarang, dah mcm a way of life pulak, kelakar bile pikir balik. Terigt kt ayah aku, lagi hardcore, like father like son probably, xD

10. Luckily I can handle it, banyak motivation n support from friends n families. Ahh, how I missed the carefree me from before. Sekarang pn same je kot, xD

11. Cant wait for the trip to Guanzhou next February, release tension, business trip, melawat member kt sane, and coincidently, it’s within my birthday, haha. Most importantly, semua pakai duit sendiri, serious shit puas hati, x susahkan duit parents.

12. Dah le ade org x puas ati ngan aku, hehe, best btol bile ade org x suke kt kite tapi x de guts nk ckp depan2, it just proved that I’m right, kot? xD

13. Aku sangat2 risaukan kucing aku kt rumah tu. Setiap kali aku balik rumah mesti peluk dia ketat2. Yela kan, umur da 12 tahun kot, tahun depan da bole masuk highschool dah. I’m afraid she’ll go soon, and I cant bare the thoughts of it. That’s why I have soft spots for cats. I’m sorry if I’ve done anything wrong to you baby.

14. Ade sekali tu mase aku otw dari Penang ke Perlis, I came across 5 dead cats lying beside the road. I cried, it’s horrible.

15. Aku rindu nk buat cover guitar, da agak da, masuk academic session, mesti tade mase. Tidak!

16. Aku rindu nk mandi sungai kat sedim ngan kawan2. Tidakk!

17. Ntah amende la aku ngarut kt sini, lame x update blog punye pasal.

Dignity by Bullet For My Valentine Lyrics

2011-09-28T16:22:00.000-07:00

U know what they say about Metal songs could somehow empower their listener? This is one my favourite track. Dignity, by Bullet For My Valentine. It's from their last year's album, Fever.

So society just can't let us be
Please don't be ashamed
We are not to blame
The future's ours to take
We will make mistakes
Scream this loud and proud
We will not back down

So lets go and relieve the pressure
And a kick will only make it better
We can't, we won't surrender
We can't, we won't surrender!

We're not scared 'cause our life in danger
Reality will only make us stronger
We can't, we won't surrender
We can't, we won't surrender!

Don't tell me where I will lay in your cemetery
Don't try to silence and bury me
Don't push me 'cause I won't go quietly
I rather die with dignity

Let them put us down, hope we're not around
They pray we go away
But we're here to stay

Time is on our side
Our two worlds collide
These four words might help
Just go fuck yourself!

So let's go and relieve the pressure
And a kick will only make it better
We can't, we won't surrender
We can't, we won't surrender!

We're not scared 'cause our life in danger
Reality will only make us stronger
We can't, we won't surrender
We can't, we won't surrender!

Don't tell me where I will lay in your cemetery
Don't try to silence and bury me
Don't push me 'cause I won't go quietly
I rather die with dignity

Dignity!

[Solo]

Don't tell me where I will lay in your cemetery
Don't try to silence and bury me
Don't push me 'cause I won't go quietly
I rather die with dignity

Tell me where are we laying your cemetery
Don't try to silence and bury me
Don't push me 'cause I won't go quietly
I rather die with dignity

Mimpi ngeri, kena hempap?

2011-09-24T23:38:00.001-07:00

Korang penah kene hempap x? Faham kan maksud aku? The thing that happen when u couldnt wake up from your sleep, tapi mata korang terbuka, and tgh sedar time tu.

Set all the scientific explanation aside, aku cume nk cite mimpi aku semalam, mimpi yang seram, dan pelik. Sepanjang hidup aku, ni baru kali kedua aku kena, the first time masa sekolah menengah dulu, tapi yang tu x berapa nak seram sgt, here’s what happen last night…

Aku baru balik kampong malam smalam, melawat kolam2 ikan siakap, ikan kerapu, rumah burung hasil family aku. So macam biasa la, lepas balik dari kampong kat Lumut, 2 jam perjalanan ke Penang, sampai rumah je, aku terus tido sebab penat. Macam ni mimpi dia:

Aku dalam kenderaan dengan family aku, melalui kawasan gunung ganang. Tibe2 x tentu pasal, aku terjatuh dalam gaung, aku sorang je, kereta family aku still driving macam biasa. Tapi time aku jatuh tu, aku disambut oleh net, semacam jaring besar kat bawah gaung tu, and net tu macam bersambung ke atas tebing tempat aku jatuh tu.

Yang peliknye dalam mimpi tu, aku tenang lagi. Aku jerit selambe, “amir jatuh dalam gaung! Kejap amir nak panjat balik”. So aku pun cube la dengan kudrat yang ada, tarik tali net tu, cube utk panjat balik gaung tinggi tu.

Tibe2 scene keliling aku berubah, aku dalam bilik, and kalau x salah aku, aku tgh berpakaian utk solat. Tali yang aku pegang untuk panjat tadi, bersambung ke ceiling bilik tu. So aku pn pelik la time tu, go with the flow je sbb tau yang aku tgh mimpi. Tapi tibe2 bulu roma meremang, aku keluar la dari bilik tu. Pastu aku nampak satu pintu. Aku x fikir ape dah, aku cube la nk lari dari situ ikut pintu tu.

Tibe2 “bende” tu menjelma depan aku, menghalang aku daripada keluar. Rambut die dari itam tiba2 mengembang and tukar kaler jadi putih. Time tu tayah cakap la, mmg rase cm nk jerit je. Dan dalam mimpi tu aku menjerit, “Allahuakbar x3”, tapi suara aku x keluar.

Time tu jugak lah, aku terbuka mata dan aku tersedar. Mulut aku berkumat kamit. Badan aku x boleh bergerak. Dalam seminit lepas tu baru aku boleh angkat tangan.

Astagfirullahalazim. Aku x tau ape maksud tersirat di sebalik mimpi ni, tapi apa yang pasti Allah Maha Agung, dan aku hanyalah hamba yang hina yang sentiasa melakukan dosa.

My mind is playing tricks on me

2011-09-24T22:15:00.000-07:00

Semenjak dua menjak ni, aku punye sense makin focused, macam mana nk ckp ye, there’s been changes in the way I perceive things.

Hyperactive? Probably not. Did I somehow become a geek? I hope not. There’s just this thing, everytime I see something, I kept thinking how I can relate those thing to my situation. Pelik kan?

It’s like suddenly everything became clear. Macam dlm movie Limitless tu, pnah tgk? The man took some drugs and somehow his mind become clear and became really productive. Tapi aku tade la smpai mcm tu, cume baru2 ni otak aku ni mcm terlalu byk berfikir. Dulu macam ni jugak, but this time it’s different. Aku pun tataw nk explain macam mane.

Mungkin sbb aku terlalu busy baru2 ni, and I’m trying to absorb it. Busy, hmm, cliché. But seriously, being busy is currently my way of life, I just had to cope up with it. And mungkin baru sekarang aku dpt terima hakikat?

Nobody said life was gonna be easy. Kalaulah aku tahu aku akan berdepan dgn situasi macam ni 3,4 tahun yg dulu, I’d probably freaked out.

Nasib baik abah ada, everytime I went crazy with my ideas, he knocked me out straight back to line.

I’m not as carefree as I was before, and that’s really a pain in the ass. Hidup aku ni dah jadi macam drama dalam tv3 pulak. But this time, I couldn’t predict the ending. Arghhh, tension!!

Death

2011-09-19T17:14:00.001-07:00

A man never cries in front of people. They keep it inside, and swallow all the pain. They have to keep strong in front of others, to be the protector for others. May Allah give the strength for me to carry on, Al-fatihah to my loving grandmother and may the heaven be the place where she rest forever.

A night so sad

2011-09-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

Perasaan bercampur baur mlm ni. This is the first time, since 2003, since I’ve had a holiday fer 5 months with my family. And this is the first time, since 2003, since I’ve had a full month of ramadhan with my family.

Before this I was in boarding school, till University. I never stayed at home fer more than 2 months. And today was the very year that I felt heavy responsibilities in me, towards religion, family, and myself. It’s nice, cuz I was slapped into reality, after a very long sleep.

N tonight, I’m packing. Packing my stuffs to enter new semester, my final year in University to finish my degree. And as I’m packing, my Opah is in the operating theater, they said the chance fer her to live is 50-50. I’m still waiting fer the results. My mum and dad are there right now, the rest of us siblings are at home. There are lots of things to be done, may Allah give me the strength to withhold my courage and strength for whatever might come in the way.

Sorry Dad

2011-09-08T09:22:00.001-07:00

This is so frustrating. Usually when people ask me a favor, I immediately say yes if it were really important. Honestly, I felt good helping people out. Tapi kadang2, ia memakan diri kita sendiri. Especially when ur dad was the one asking fer favor. My dad, is my idol. I’d love to help him in any kinds of ways. But seriously, when u can’t perform as expected, it kills u, on the inside. You’ll feel terrible because u let someone down. I’m sorry dad.

6% Tax on Prepaid?

2011-09-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

As usual, issues after issues, haiz..

Unless u’re a goddamn buzy ass businessman like Steve Jobs or our very own Tony Fernandes, ur topup expenditure would be as follows:

Let’s say we spend an average of RM10 per week.

So the tax would be RM0.60 per week, which would amount to RM2.40 per months.

The conclusion, u would be contributing for the country fer RM2.40 per months. Tadaa, simple isn’t it?

Come onn, dun pretend like u dunno. U’re not mad because of the tax, u’re mad because somehow u think that government is taking away our money mercilessly. Betul atau tidak? Isu demi isu, jeez man, bosan la weh.

Now, here’s my suggestion:

1) Firstly, I disagree with the way the government imposes the tax. Shouldn’t they be deducting RM0.60 from the topup rather than + RM0.60 to it? To give coins to the cashier is a pain in the ass, xD

2) With this way, they would’ve confronted prepaid users with different psychology. Simple, u pay RM10, and u get RM9.40.

Conclusion:

1) People are overreacting, as usual.

2) When tax is imposed, it means that they’ve done the groundwork why it should be.

3) I’m not saying I agree with it, but guess what, we’re not the leaders.

4) And kalau x puas hati sangat, buat aduan, macam x biasa pulak? xD

5) Like I said in my facebook status, “peoples and curses.. ironically, some of them didn't even use their own money to pay the bills, it's their parents, shame shame”.

6) Unless u’re paying with ur own money, u dun have all the rights to complain. But friend, u’re still usin ur parent’s money, u’d better off complain to them first. =P

7) Yang kelakarnye, nanti mule la orang buat isu, “errr, kesian kt orang miskin, x pasal2 kene tax lebih”.

8) Let me tell u something, dun give me that bullshit, orang miskin, sah2 la topup pn jarang, kadang2 handphone pn takde. I’m not being mean, but that’s the reality.

9) Sendiri punye duit poket, pandai2 le manage sendiri.

10) And for some of the lower income group, cellphones are not necessity. cliche, but yes.

11) Dun go blaming people, pointing fingers, that’s so childish man, really.

12) Stop worrying too much about the world okeh? It’s not our final destination, =) Insyaallah.

Nota kaki: Aku sebulan topup 2 kali je, RM1.2 je per months, lol. Nanti mulela ade mulut2 yang membawa khabar, “alaa ko banyak duit bole la”. Guess what, i work my ass off for that money, how bout you?

September To Do List

2011-09-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

1) Siapkn company profile, letterhead, draft utk PO, DO, invoice, receipt dan lain2.

2) Submit paperwork BESCA ke HEPA.

3) Settlekan jadual class, *nyusahkan org tol

4) Survey, Taman Ira, Taman Bahagia, PPIPT. (traffic)

5) Check dengan Kak Lin pasal vendor sebelum ni.

6) Cari supplier mesin.

7) Check status koperasi ngan en.azan + survey ngan mis syu.

8) Check supply barang2 dari wajdi, didi.

Nota kaki:

Err, jangan lupe update post ni kalau ada tambahan.

Settlekan hal sendiri dulu, baru fikir pasal orang wokeh? damn..

Jangan sibukkan diri dengan benda yg x produktif.

Apa yang penting? Naikkan pointer, insyaallah.

Video Tribute Hari Raya + Merdeka dari saya

2011-09-05T10:39:00.000-07:00

1) Video ini ditujukan kepada semua org yang mengenali saya. Minta maaf jika terdapat silap dan salah, x sengaja.

2) Semoga silaturahim antara kita sentiasa berkekalan, insyaallah. =)

Trivium - In Waves (Band Review)

2011-09-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

1) I started knowing Trivium when they released their 2nd album, Ascendancy (2005). Since then, they've been one my fav metal bands, metal gods in the making.

Matt K. Heafy, one crazy ass motha fucka.

2) When they released their 3rd album, The Crusade, it was normal though, but i have several favourite tracks like Entrance of the Conflagration and And Sadness Will Sear.

3) When they released their fourth album, Shogun, this was it, their ultimate album. I was like listening to it fer a month, repeating every track on the playlist. The album concept, the melodic element they've put in, Trivium has made many experiment here, and it succeed in catching many metal head's attention. Kudos to this one.

4) And this year, 2011, they've released their fifth album, In Waves. To be honest, at first it was nothing like Shogun, i thought. Probably it was something like Ascendancy, it had the tendency to go back in times, my feelings probably. But then i started listening again, to give the benefit of the doubt and GLADLY, i fuckin love this new album. I realized they've put in some progressive rock elements, some death metal vocal and riffs. Yeah, people would probably said that this album's tracks are not consistent, but who cares, each track is tremendously arranged. This is like the combination of both Shogun and Ascendancy, with a lil bit of new experiment from them, brilliant.

5) My fav tracks so far from their latest album:

1) Dusk Dismantled (check out matt's vocal)
2) Black
3) A Skyline's Severance
4) Built to Fall
5) A Grey So Dark (This one is catchy, i fuckin love it)
6) Shattering the Skies Above

*Click on the above track to listen it in Youtube.

6) I think that's it, my first time review on one of my fav band. Thank you fer reading. Here's their live performance at German, promoting their new album, enjoy.

\\m//

Opah

2011-09-01T11:24:00.000-07:00

Kat sini aku ade cite pasal permulaan story, it’s about my grandmother.

Masa aku mula2 balik kampung, the 1^st thing that came up in my mind was the thought of taking lots of pictures with my grandma. Sebaliknya, bila aku sampai je, opah tgh nazak. Mulut opah bengkak. Banyak bahagian badan opah luka2 dan lebam. Aku terkedu masa mula2 sampai, seriously, mood raya aku terus mati. Sampai sekarang terngiang2 kat telinga dan kepala aku ayat yg opah ckp.

“Amir, opah sakit amir. Amir, opah sakit” diulangnya banyak kali.

Aku terus cium tangan, pipi, ucap selamat hari raya, mintak opah rehat semua, n then opah reply,

“Amir, ampunkan dosa opah amir” diulangnya banyak kali.

Aku terdiam, namun, hati aku menjerit,

AKU YG BANYAK BERDOSA DENGAN OPAH.

AMPUNKAN DOSA AMIR, OPAH!

Bila dah selesai raya semua, opah pesan kat makcik2 dan pakcik2 aku.

“Kamu semua jangan balik rumah lagi, tunggu aku dah mati baru balik” seolah2 macam dah terasa perkara itu kian hampir.

What can i do? Aku teringat kat arwah nenek aku. Aku x sempat berjumpa dengan arwah sebelum dia meninggal. One by one they are leaving. Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hati aku.

Birthday Video Collection 1994-1996

2011-08-28T02:31:00.000-07:00

Ok, yg ni syiok. Dulu masa wedding akak aku, ada sorang uncle yang incharge pasal photography, uncle Rafidi nama dia. Tgh2 sembang2 pasal video, photography semua, tetiba ntah mcm mana boleh bukak topic pasal video2 lama ktrg, yg pakai tape petak tu, haa.

So, uncle Rafidi ni offer utk convert kan semua tape2 tu dlm DVD. Peh, macam mana ktrg boleh x terfikir? Dah lama dah benda ni, wedding akak aku dlm 6,7 bulan lepas, skrg baru siap habis convert semua video collection.

And, sekarang ni aku tgh sibuk convert DVD ke mp4 format. Hehe, habislah, raya kali ni mmg happening la. Ada video2 of my late atok, zaman2 masa makcik2 kurus dulu, masa cousins2 semua kecik2 lagi. xD

All of that, tomorrow, wait fer it!

Bila dah habis raya nanti, nk edit semua video ni, compile semua part2 menarik masa birthday celebration, buat video, upload! Mwahaha *gelak evil.

Hehe, a scene from my sister's birthday, 1996, from left, intan, eina, ayong, me, mama, =)

Irene Hurricane 2011

2011-08-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

1) Thumbs up fer this fella fer making such statement about the Irene Hurricane.

2) The world is definitely going to an end, we just dunno when. We are Rasulullah S.W.T last Ummat. There's a lot to be think about. Repent before it's too late.

p/s: This hurricane is expected to affect 65millions of people. That's roughly 2x the size of Malaysia.

Bertemu Mak Cik Laila dan Pak Cik Qadar

2011-08-26T04:11:00.001-07:00

Entry ini adalah entry copy paste daripada belog inche gabbana. Sila2lah melawat belog nye ye, banyak bahan bacaan berguna, =)

Inche gabbana ni, bro senior aku masa sekolah dulu, head prefect, erk, panjang pulak info dia kalau nk type sini, hehe. Dia lah yg menjaga batch aku dulu, mengajar mcm2 pasal kehidupan, harap2 bahan bacaan ni akan menjadi ilmu tambahan bagi org2 yg membacanya, insyaallah. Here it goes:

Malam ini malam yang keduapuluhtujuh dalam bulan Ramadhan.

Mengikut hadith-hadith yang sahih, Lailatul Qadr, malam yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan, akan muncul pada malam-malam ganjil sepuluh malam yang terakhir dalam Ramadhan.

“Adalah Nabi SAW biasa mencari Lailatul Qadar pada 10 malam yg terakhir.”

[Hadith Riwayat Bukhari]

“Adalah Nabi SAW mencari Lailatul Qadar pada malam-malam ganjil di 10 hari terakhir.”

[Hadith Riwayat Bukhari]

Ada juga pendapat yang mengatakan Lailatul Qadr akan berlaku apda malam keduapuluhtujuh dan keduapuluhsembilan. Tapi secara peribadinya saya lebih selesa untuk berpandukan pada dua hadith di atas.

Malam keduapuluhsatu, duapuluhtiga dan duapuluhlima sudah pun berlalu. Adakah kita sudah terlepas malam yang sungguh ajaib ini? Allahu a'lam, hanya Dia dan orang-orang yang sudah pernah bertemu dengannya sahaja yang tahu.

Tetapi yang pasti, kita masih ada dua lagi peluang untuk bertentang dua mata dengannya; malam ini dan Ahad malam Isnin ini.

Betapa besarnya hikmah Allah merahsiakan tarikh sebenar malam yang pernah dengan keberkatan ini. Itu pon sudah diberi jawapan bocor oleh Rasulullah SAW; carilah malam tersebut pada malam-malam yang ganjil pada sepuluh malam yang terakhir. Kira tak aci jugak lah.

Dengan terahsianya tarikh sebenar malam ini, orang-orang yang bersungguh-sungguh memburunya pasti akan melipatkaligandakan usaha dan operasi dalam menjejak malam ini (Orang yang langsung takde niat atau impian untuk bertemu dengannya, tidak perlu disebut di sini kerana mereka sungguh hampagas cap Sanyo sekian terima kasih). Rahsianya tarikh malam yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan ini, menjadi motivasi dan pemberi semangat kepada mereka yang benar-benar rindu untuk bertemu dengannya.

Samalah seperti mana ketika kita menghadapi peperiksaan. Kebanyakan daripada kita hanya pulun sampai lebam di saat-saat akhir peperiksaan, betul kan..? (Anda yang menjawab "Mana ada, aku tak pon..!", sama ada anda seorang yang sumpah jinius atau anda skema tahap Tekisugi).

Cuba kalau tarikh peperiksaan tak diumumkan secara rasmi; hanya petanda-petanda tertentu yang diberikan. Contohnya, Kementerian Pelajaran mengumumkan SPM akan berlangsung pada hujung bulan November dan awal bulan Disember tanpa menyatakan tarikh sebenar peperiksaan tersebut.

Anda rasalah, para pelajar yang akan mengambil peperiksaaan tersebut, mereka akan lebih bersedia dan pulun tahap dewa atau mereka buat tak kisah sahaja...?

Atau seorang cikgu yang masuk ke dalam kelas dan berkata, "Minggu depan ada ujian mengejut WAKENABEB dan ujian ini akan menentukan sama ada anda akan menjadi manusia yang berguna kepada agama, bangsa dan negara atau pun tidak dan siapa dapat markah tertinggi akan dapat sebijik kereta BMW X5 maka sila bersedia heyy!"

Anda rasa-rasalah, adakah para pelajar cikgu tersebut akan buat dono hai-hai bai-bai atau mereka akan tercirit-cirit melakukan ulangkaji untuk mendapat markah ekstra bonanza untuk peperiksaan tersebut?

Malangnya, ramai daripada kita yang tidak menghargai kelebihan yang Allah tawarkan pada Lailatul Qadr ini.

Bayangkan, hanya dengan beramal untuk satu malam, ganjaran yang kita perolehi seolah-olah kita beramal untuk 1000 bulan!

Apa..? Anda masih tak nampak signifikannya...??

Mari saya tunjukkan anda sifir mudah Lailatul Qadr:

1 malam = 1000 bulan

1000 bulan = 83.3 tahun

Purata jangka hayat seorang manusia = 72-75 tahun

Beribadat pada satu malam di Lailatul Qadr = Beribadat sepanjang hayat...!!

Walaweh!

Bagaimana..? Sudah teruja..? Kalau masih belum rasa teruja sila hentakkan kepala anda pada meja di depan anda denga penuh bersemangat dan sekaut hati.

Dan oh, hebatnya Lailatul Qadar, hanya orang-orang tertentu sahaja yang diizinkan oleh Allah untuk bertemu denganNya.

Orang yang bagaimana? Anda bertanya sambil menggaru kepala yang banyak ketombe itu.

Sudah tentu untuk orang-orang yang sudah mempersiapkan diri SEPANJANG bulan Ramadhan. Yalah, masakan kita boleh bertahan untuk berjegil mata sepanjang malam pada sepuluh malam yang terakhir, kalau kita tidak awal-awal lagi berlatih bukan..?

Bagaimana kita mampu bertahan untuk marathon tilawah dan tadarus al-Quran kalau kita tidak berjogging tadarus dahulu pada dua puluh malam yang pertama?

Bagaimana kita mahu membiasakan diri untuk beri'tikaf dimasjid, mahu menyambut kehadiran Lailatul Qadr kalau awal-awal lagi kita begitu culas dan malas tahap beruang koala untuk berjinak-jinak dengan masjid..?

Pendek kata, Lailatul Qadr hanya untuk mereka yang benar-benar sudah bersedia! Masakan tidak! Malam yang begitu hebat pastinya untuk orang-orang yang hebat juga..! Osem!

(Air mata mengalir laju kerana rasa diri ini terlalu hina dan tak layak...)

Malam yang luar biasa ini Allah khaskan untuk para Super Saiya sahaja..! [Kredit]

Kerana itulah bulan Ramadhan digelar madrasah tarbiyyah; tarbiyyahnya berlaku sepanjang bulan dan bukan hanya pada sepuluh malam yang terakhir.

Maka beruntunglah untuk anda yang telah awal-awal lagi menggunakan gear lima; pastinya sekarang anda dalam mode memecut gear sepuluh! Kerana peluang untuk anda menyambut, mempersilakan masuk dan melayan dengan sungguh osem Makcik Laila dan Pakcik Qadar adalah amat tinggi sekali..!

Fastabshiru! Bergembiralah kepada anda yang terpilih untuk menjadi tetamu Allah dengan bertentang dua mata dengan Lailatul Qadr! Allah redha dengan amalan anda untuk sepanjang bulan Ramadhan dan Allah mahu menggembirakan anda yang telah bersungguh-sungguh, ikhlas dan ihsan sepanjang Ramadhan!

Kepada anda yang baharu terasa seperti dihentak kepala dengan membaca post ini, jangan kechiwa. CUBA LAGI TAHUN HADAPAN..! Wahahaha.. Eh.

[Nota kecil: Kalaulah diizinkan Allah untuk berjumpa dengan Ramadhan tahun hadapan en..? Air mata bercucuran deras.]

Dan oh, kepada anda yang cukup bertuah untuk menjadi tetamu Allah, mendapat penghormatan menjadi tuan rumah kepada Makcik Laila dan Pakcik Qadar, tolong jangan lupa untuk mendoakan kami juga ya..??

-gabbana-

Allahumma balighna Lailatul Qadr.. Eh boleh ke..? Huhu..

Moga Allah memilih kita untuk menjadi tetamu istimewaNya! Amiiiiiinn!

Segmen Tambah Follower : Edisi Kuih Raya

2011-08-24T20:02:00.000-07:00

Click Banner kt atas utk join segmen ni!

Ni baru kali kedua aku join segmen yg gini2, raya pn nk dekat, belum lagi buat entry pasal raya, haha, so here it goes!

Kuih raya kegemaran aku sepanjang zaman ialahhhhhhh:

KUIH BAKAR!

(*atau juga dikenali sebagai kuih bangkit)

Peh, wa cakap lu, setiap kali raya, opah aku buat kuih bakar, bertong tong, habis aku makan. Cair dalam mulut, ahhh, x sabar nk raya, xD

Ape kuih kegemaran korang?

Segmen Rekemen Blog Bersama LIGHTA SHADOWEE

2011-08-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

Err, first time join segmen2 mcm ni. Sudi2 la menjenguk ya:

1) Fall Out Boy - I Don't Care (guitar cover)

2) Kejadian Hampeh Di Tol Pulau Pinang

Fall Out Boy - I Don't Care (Guitar Cover)!!

2011-08-23T04:56:00.000-07:00

1) Hehe, kali ni, aku pn tataw pesal aku cover lagu ni.. Tapi bile dengar, rase cm nk lompat2 je, xD tu yg trus cover tu, xD

2) Agak penat gak ar record vid ni, amek 3 angle, rakam banyak2, nk dekat 8,9 shot gak ar. Tapi kire2 dlm 4,5 jam siap, sekali edit sume, masa hari ku dihabiskan begitu sahaja, adeyh.

3) Btw, Fall Out Boy is definitely one of my fav band, evergreen lagu2 dia. So, this is it, enjoy, =)

p/s: click the like button below if u like, xD

Come check this one out also,

Adele - Rolling in The Deep Cover!

Metallica - Master of Puppets Cover!

Alahai Budak2 PPIPT UniMAP, u’ve been Punked!

2011-08-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

Ape ke jadah kalau nk register subject kene pkai external link? Pastu kenapa jadual belum keluar lagi?

Simple saja, let me share you the incident that happened last year.

1) Last year, as usual, the schedule came out first, so we can check the timeline of classes, so it’s easier to choose which class that we wanted, e.g: class 21A sbb class die pagi2.

2) And, just like other universities, we tend to mix classes, susun, organize, jadual yg kita suka. So as fer me, I arranged it so that I would have only 3 days of classes which was on Monday to Wednesday only, the rest was holiday.

3) And what happen was, certain people get mad, they said I took their quotas, which they couldn’t get into their classes.

4) And lastly, I got kicked out from those classes and was ordered to join only 1 class. That’s what happened last year.

So, the argument was:

1) Why da hell is there a need to register, if our classes were fixed in the very beginning??

2) Baik placing terus, “oh ok, kamu radin, class A selama 3 tahun ye, we registered for u already” kan?

3) And fer the one that reports this issue, macam la tade class lain korang nk masuk, kalau aku amek quota hang, hang amek quota aku, ape ssh. TETAPI, betul ke aku amek quota korang?

4) Nk tawu ape alasan diorang? “owhh, kami dah setahun class bersama2, macam family, taleh tukar”. Ohh, ok., so now we choose classes based on that factor eh?

5) Other universities like utp, um, usm, semuanya boleh placing class ikut jadual sendiri, why not UniMAP? Or specifically, why not PPIPT? School lain probably boleh je kot, sigh..

Jadi, malas la nk tulis panjang2, argument ni pun sebenarnye last year punye, hahaha, saje fired up plak hari ni. So, utk registration tahun ni, pandai diorang. Diorang x keluarkan schedule lagi, so that the students won’t know which class has the better timing fer them and they couldn’t arrange it.

Jadi ape aku akan buat?

I won’t register my subjects as long as the schedule is not out yet!

Dah la aku ni budak final year, I’m gonna make it MY YEAR, MINE! Mwahaha *gelak evil.

So lastly fer PPIPT students that read this post, u’ve been punked by our school! xD but well, as long as u’re ok with sitting in the same class then it’s okay la kot, huhu, peace.

RMK Venture Enterprise, finally registered!

2011-08-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

1) Congratulations Radin Muhammad Kamil bin Ahmad Awalluddin, this is your first step in venturing into a slightly bigger business venture in ur life. Alhamdulillah, your prayer has been answered, thank you Allah.

2) With that, I’m proudly announcing that RMK Venture Enterprise has been officially registered!

3) There’s more to come, this is just the first step, insyaallah, mari kita berbisnes! =)

Let's jump with joy! =)

Flashback at Pasum

2011-08-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

1) Haa, Pasum, damn i'm missin those moments. Time tu kurus lagi. For a year, it was all about havin fun, honeymoon, havin fun again. I was pretty much spoilt back then. But yeah, it was all in the past, everyone have their own commitments now.

2) This was one of those memories, it's original post is here. Enjoy, =)

p/s: smile again, =)

Me, Max, Ciko, Pakya, Ijam. Damn man, i lost all the pictures, ni je tinggal, haha.

Facebook Addiction! I'm Deactivating Now!

2011-08-21T04:11:00.000-07:00

Facebook addiction is not a good thing. U may not realize it, but most of us nowadays are sickin, freakin addicted to facebook. Let me share with u some of the situation faced by me n most of the people I know.

1) Firstly, facebook mesti la home page kan? N then, kalau bukak laptop or pc, the first thing that u open, facebook, bukannye yahoo ke, email ke, assignment ke.

2) N then, kalau tgh buat assignment, or any other kerja, mesti biar facebook open, sbb nk tgk kalau ade notification, btol? Kerja banyak tergendala sbb staring at facebook. U're doing assignment half heartedly.

3) There are even some instance, u’re staring at facebook for like 5-10 minutes without doing anything but refreshing, waiting fer someone to talk to you, and walaaaa, one notification.. Check punye check, ler, game invitation, damn..

4) And then, ade certain friends yg memang lahabau addicted kt games2 kat fb tu. I mean, kamonla, u shud be planting real plants instead of farmville? dammit, what's happening to this world?

5) And then bila dah tggu lama sgt, tatau nk buat ape, mule la, like sana, like sini, kalau bende2 penting and ilmiah tu tape la jgk, ni die pegi like link biru2 pelik tu, like page troll pelik2, aduyai. Lepas tu yg paling x best, link yg promote kan kutuk mengutuk ni, kamon la, it’s ramadhan..

6) And then, selalu after sahur, we'll be facing facebook, walhal, at that particular time, we should be doing solat sunat tahajjud, reading quran, memanfaatkan bulan ramadhan. Ni, dahla mengadap lepas sahur, n then melambatkan solat subuh pulak tu. Adess. *luahan perasaan.

7) And the part where i hate the most about facebook, is just like point number 2 up there. How did it happen. I was reading Quran, and my eye would sometimes look at the notification. That’s the point where I think, “damn, this is wrong, totally, big time”.

So my friends, I’ve decided to deactivate my facebook fer like a week+, in respect for this final phase of Ramadhan, I wish to submit myseft to Allah more. Pray fer me, and wish me luck, thank you.

P/S: meh la deactivate sekali, xD seminggu je pun, test ur willpower!

Paramore Guitar Cover - Brick by Boring Brick!

2011-08-19T14:49:00.000-07:00

1) Huu, actually i was trying to complete the project on Katy Perry, ET cover, metal version. But somehow it took more time than i expected, so i was kinda bored back then, brick by boring brick came into mind, xD

2) Paramore, Haley Williams is smokin hot! Her voice is awesome! Hehe, enjoy my cover, i did put lyrics into it. Ciow~

Senarai Blog2 Politik Favorite

2011-08-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

1) Terus terang, bagi pendapat saya, tiada satu pun media online yang betul2 membincangkan perihal politik secara neutral. Kebarangkalian bagi mereka untuk berat sebelah ialah besar, dan pada masa kini, ia seakan-akan menjadi perkara biasa.

2) Jadi, jika anda minat mengkaji mengenai politik Negara, janganlah tertumpu kepada satu side sahaja. Baca semua, dan bandingkan. Untuk entry kali ini, saya akan listkan semua blog2 favourite saya, harap2 list ni akan menjadi rujukan buat rakan2 yang ingin mengkaji dan update tentang hal2 semasa.

3) Saya tidak akan bertanggungjawab terhadap side effects serta kesan2 buruk yang mungkin berlaku kepada otak dan akal anda, segala info yang ditunjukkan, hanyalah bertujuan untuk berkongsi maklumat, hehe, sekian.

Politicians

Tun Faisal Ismail Aziz

Online News Media

Other Blogs, According to Ranks.

Ranking pada 19 July 2011

Well, personally i have 3 favorite blogs which are Tun Mahathir, Rocky's Bru and SatD. How bout yours? =)

Nota kaki: Actually saya sendiri pn x de la bace 100% semua kt atas ni. Cuma yg femes2 je, xD tapi kalau ade certain issues yg perlukan kajian, baru bukak yg lain2. Peace, hope this helps.

Minat politics?

2011-08-16T05:29:00.000-07:00

Tujuan post ini hanya utk meng rekemenkan blog politic favourite saya. Amaran keras, jika anda tidak bersedia utk digest pembacaan seterusnya, minta maaf seribu kali. Tujuan saya hanyalah utk berkongsi maklumat, cheers, =)

1) Dalam banyak2 blog politics, there’s one that catches my eye and often made me aware of certain issues. This blog is not like other politics blog that are full with curse and maki hamun, this blog is full with facts, argument, repetitive argument, facts, numbers, facts again.

2) You guys will be surprised if you read most of his entries, he always surprises you, xD But, bare in mind, in my opinion, he’s not pro government or pro opposition, he’s neutral. Most of his writings were much in fact true and exposes the truth. Be it, our PM or Oppositions Trio, semua dia balun.

3) But dun get emotional on him, he’s just another normal blogger, with his own opinions, but with unique perception and research. Come visit his blog, I personally applaud him for his recent writing about Penang.

This is the blog that i'm talking about. His recent post:

Guan Beng Bilapa Lu Bayar Itu Economist for the Mysterious Mojo Article?

Adele - Rolling In the Deep Guitar Cover!

2011-08-12T15:16:00.001-07:00

1) So, i'm in kl this few days. Selepas Pak Ngah meninggal, i followed my father and my sister with her husband to KL. I slept at their house fer a day at Seri Kembangan. The next day i went to my schoolmate's house at Pandan Indah, Danial Faris.

2) One thing u guys have to know is that Danial is currently progressive in making his Vlogs. So check out his channel here. So, masa tgh lepak2 kt umah die, tetibe terpikir nk buat cover songs. Mule igt nk buat lagu raya, tapi ktrg cari punye cari chord lagu, semua mcm ade je serba x kena, huhu. So in the end, ktrg cover lagu Adele, Rolling in the Deep.

3) So hope u guys enjoy it, this video was made with the intent to have fun, and i really enjoyed doing this cover with my buddy here. Peh, it took us bout 10 shots+ jgk kot utk dptkan product ni, lol. Byk gle kantoi. But lastly jadi jgk, short version punye, hehe. So here's our cover, ENJOY!

Meninggalkan Dunia.

2011-08-10T10:38:00.000-07:00

1) Pak Ngah aku, telah meninggal dunia subuh tadi. Aku dikejutkan pukul 5.15 pagi bukan utk bersahur, tapi utk menerima berita kematiannya. Subhanallah.

2) Bergegas ke kampong bersama2 dengan mama dan 2 org kakak aku. Ayah aku, eina dengan suaminya Radin Firdaus pula bertolak dari KL. Sampai2 je kat sana, aku pn taktau nk describe situasinya. Memang semua org sedih melayan perasaan masing2. Orang pertama yang aku peluk ialah Atok aku. Atok menangis, melayan perasaan di pondok belakang rumah, ditemani pakcik2 saudara yang lain. Aku pergi ke bahagian depan rumah, bersalaman dengan pakcik2, saudara2 yang lain, aku dapat tgk anak2 Pak Ngah, sepupu2 aku menangis dalam pelukan masing2. Dan lepas tu, aku sempat melihat arwah dimandikan. 2 minit saja, aku x sanggup nk lihat lagi.

3) Habis mandi, dibalut dengan kain kafan, arwah diangkat ke surau dekat dengan rumah atok. Kami sembahyang jenazah. Kemudian arwah diletakkan ke ruang menunggu yang sepatutnya. Semua saudara mara menolong, mengambuskan tanah ke dalam liang lahad. Aku hanya mampu melihat. Selesai semua, semua org pulang ke rumah atok.

4) Tapi, aku x menangis, aku cuba sedaya upaya utk tidak menangis. Aku harap sgt, sepupu2 aku tabahkan hati mereka. Semuanya masih muda, 4 org perempuan semuanya. Yang sulung, baru berumur 20 tahun. Ramai juga yg bercerita pengalaman masing2 dengan arwah. Semuanya baik2 belaka. Arwah Pak Ngah memang seorang yang tabah, sehingga ke hembusan nafas terakhir. Tapi dalam byk2 cerita, aku paling terharu dengan luahan Pak Su aku. Pak Su ckp, dia puas hati, sebab semenjak arwah disahkan menghidap kanser paru2, Pak Su memang sentiasa menjaga Pak Ngah dan keluarga mereka. Pak Su puas hati sbb dia menghabiskan masa2 terakhir dengan berbakti kepada Pak Ngah. Subhanallah, pilu hati aku.

5) Namun Alhamdulillah, selepas berbuka puasa sebentar tadi, semuanya sudah bertukar mood. Walaupun sedih, tapi kami semua bersyukur kerana semua saudara mara dapat berkumpul dan berbuka bersama2. Semoga Allah melapangkan ruang kubur arwah Pak Ngah. Semoga diampunkan dosa2 Pak Ngah. Dan semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin.

Dugaan

2011-08-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

1) Pak Ngah aku sudah 2,3 bulan bertarung dengan kanser paru2 stage 4 (stage terakhir). Ramadhan kali ini ternyata mencabar. Baru kelmarin, kami sekeluarga menerima panggilan yang keadaan semakin nazak. Alhamdulillah tiada apa yang berlaku bila sampai. Tapi hati terasa sangat sedih bila lihat keadaan pakngah yang nazak, Mak Ngah di sisi, memegang tangan, dan anak beranak nya di sekeliling.

2) Anak sulung mereka, perempuan, muda setahun dari aku, 20 thn. Aku boleh bayangkan betapa beratnya beban yang ditanggung oleh dia. Alhamdulillah, setakat ni semua keturunan2 keluarga aku support mereka, segala pertolongan kami hulurkan. Hidup mati di tangan Allah, kita hanya mampu berusaha, berdoa utk yang terbaik.

3) Abah aku sebagai abang sulung, lagilah berat hati aku melihat abah. Byk dilemma yang tengah abah lalui, dengan karier businessnya yang sedang di turning point. Dan macam2 lagi problem. Namun keluarga tetap priority.

4) Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur Pak Ngah ku, berilah kekuatan kepada keluarga mereka utk mengharungi dugaanMu ya Allah. Amin.

Finally, Master of Puppets Cover!!

2011-08-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

There's a rumor saying that Metallica is coming to Malaysia by the end of this year.

Shittt, hearing the name Metallica alone makes me tremble, let alone them coming to Malaysia. It would be an event of a lifetime!! IF they're coming, confirm aku peginye!! Hwahahaha!!

Sooo, that's why i made this video, a tribute for them, enjoy, =)

Special Thanks to E-Educator Sdn Bhd

2011-08-04T19:15:00.000-07:00

1) 5th August 2011, the day I graduated as a practical worker following an incubator programme in this company, E-Educator Sdn. Bhd. Firstly, thx a bunch to all the staffs that were very supportive throughout the programme period. This is not an official letter or evaluation form, just a piece of typed words to express gratitude to everyone involved.

2) So, i’ll start with Professor Hanafi Atan, thank you professor for accepting 20 of us kids from UniMAP. We know it’s tough to handle so many practical students but you proved us wrong by handling us with care. Thank you for the foods, allowance, experience, information sharing, and guidance that you gave us. I gotta say, the 3 days experience at Bayview Beach Resort and free lunch at Equatorial Hotel Penang was my favourite part, I get to eat all I want, hehe. But more importantly, we managed to get experience in handling events in a group, and many more, thank you Prof.

3) Secondly, to all the staffs, Kak Mai, Kak Wani, Bro Fikar, dan lain2. Banyak sangat experience yang akak2 dan abang2 dah share dengan kami. Eventhough there are some that I didn’t know their names, but we had no problems chatting and sharing stories. Especially Bro Fikar, banyak dpt belajar benda baru dengan dia about recording, animations and stuffs, hehe, thx. Not to mention other Professors that helped me during seminars, giving guide to be an MC, especially Prof Karim for giving me many tips and support.

4) Sekiranya ada silap dan salah, harap maafkan ye, we know we’ve been naughty and weird sometimes, huhu. Please don’t hesitate to call us again for any kind of help in the future. Mane tau kot2 ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi, xD So I guess this is it, the last day, thank you again to all of you guys, =)

My favourite script in many of those narration:

“That’s all for today kids, till we meet again in our next adventure, see you again, good bye!”

=)

Credit to Bro Faizan Zainal for the pictures. Click HERE to visit his blog to see other pictures, =)

My First Acoustic Cover: Keane - Somewhere only we know

2011-08-03T09:21:00.001-07:00

Syukur, dpt jugak semangat utk keluarkan vokal yang x seberapa ni, hehe.

Jangan la komen nakal2 sgt, saya bukan artis ya, just a normal guy who has passion fer music, =)

Kalau rajin checkout la original song dia, dah lama dah lagu ni, tahun 2004 kot, ntah..

And this song mmg bole tahan layan jugak, =) Dun worry bout lyrics, i've put them in the video, enjoy~

Have you ever listen an instrumental song and cried?

2011-08-02T19:19:00.000-07:00

It's hard to find talent that can deliver their feelings into musics. How many artist can deliver their soul into music without vocal? Some may say i reacted much, but honestly, this particular instrumental song really did made me cry, i'm surprisingly connected to the soul of his music.

Cheers for one great talent.

Kejadian hampeh di Tol Pulau Pinang

2011-08-02T17:27:00.000-07:00

1) Lagi 2 hari lagi aku akan menamatkan latihan industri di E-educator ni, agak penat jugak lepas 3 bulan bekerja, 1^st time aku kerja makan gaji lama2 macam ni. Insyaallah kalau ada jodoh kita bertemu lagi ya E-educator, =)

2) So, ape kes ngan Smart Tag ni? Aku yakin ramai pengguna jalanraya yang faham penggunaan Smart Tag & Touch N Go. Sape yg x fhm meh saya explain noh, kita gunakan Smart Tag ini bertujuan untuk membayar tol dengan menjimatkan masa tanpa perlu tekan button atau slide kad ke mesin apa2, all u gotta do is drive thru the toll, pegang Smart Tag dengan cara yg betul, *tenettt* u’re free to go. Simple kan?

3) “Apela Radin ni, orang tau la ape gune smart tag tu, cehh”. Sabaq laa, ceghita x habih lagi ni ang interrupt, cehh, >.<”

4) Al-kisah di toll jambatan pulau pinang ni, hari2 mesti ada ja ragam manusia yg menyusahkan dan melambatkan trafik. Saya bagi beberapa situasi:

· Pertama, cara dia pegang Smart Tag x betul, membuatkan reader scanner x boleh scan kad dia. Jadi berlakulah kesan Domino di mana semua pengguna Smart Tag akan bertambah2 panjang beratur di belakang kereta tersebut. Kalau time tu tade kereta kt belakang takpe, ni kereta berduyun2 mak limah oi!

· Kedua, kredit dia takda, tapi lupa or buat2 lupa aku x taw la, *tenett* baki anda tidak cukup, pulak dah.. so kene la reverse, menyusahkan org lagi..

· Ketiga, Smart Tag punye lorong ade satu je, bersebelahan smart tag tu ade 5 lagi lane yang boleh pakai Touch n Go. Jadi, kalau dah nmpk Smart Tag tu panjang berjela jela, apela salahnye pergi lorong Touch n Go. Ni nk jugak jaga standard, “awwwh, I’m a Smart Tag user ya knoww” my ass, >.<”

5) Benda ni kalau berlaku sekali sekala takpa, tapi disebabkan sepanjang 3 bulan aku hari2 kerja ulang alik dari Pulau ke seberang tanah besar, kerap kali juga benda yg sama berlaku. Ape kes ngan driver2 di Penang ni? Jadi, no offence, penduduk pulau pinang, sila take note, sigh.

Nota kaki: This story is based on my sole experience at Penang Brigde only, i dunno if other Tolls are also having the same situation as I am, xD

My First Ramadhan

2011-08-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

Sebelum aku cerita pasal adventure aku masa 1^st ramadhan, aku nk cerite dulu malam before tu. Kitorang satu family g tarawikh kt Masjid Jamek Seberang Jaya, macam biasa, bila dah habis tu, balik rumah macam biasa. Malam tu akak aku cm mengidam burger plak, so aku g la beli bege utk satu family, sorang2. Tgh2 order bege, lepak jap tggu bege siap. Time ni la aku terdengar satu conversation sepasang suami isteri muda, diorang pn tgh tggu bege jgk. Macam ni conversation dia.

“Abang, rosmah tu bli cincin 24 jutaaa, 24 juta tu, x kan boleh dpt duit byk macam tu, dah terang2 dia pakai duit rakyat nape x tangkap je??”

Ok, firstly, sedih dowh aku dgr.. Dah la esok tu nk puasa, baru lepas tarawikh, pastu diorang sembang benda2 mcm ni. Aku bukan nk support Rosmah ke ape, it’s not my concern pun die nk bli ape pandai2 die la. Tapi, much importantly, jauhilah benda2 yang mungkin berunsur fitnah, kita x tau kebenaran bende tu, kalo nk sembang ni, panjang citenye, so mls nk describe in details, cukup2 lah tu gosip sane sini.

So, berbalik kepada cerita my first ramadhan, here’s how it goes, =)

1) Mintak cuti kt E-educator untuk pergi ke Perlis.

2) Bertolak pukul 8.00 pagi utk bertemu Puan Ros Ana di KKA. Masa tgh on da way tu, call office dia utk double confirm appointment. Nampak gaya akan ade delay sikit, sbb die ade meeting dgn AJK Cafeteria pukul 10. Ok, so aku assume meeting probably will delay 1,2 hour tops.

3) Jadi aku pun berehat la sebentar di Masjid Alor Star pukul 9.30 pagi. Sempat beribadah sebentar, alhamdulillah syukur, a good start for first ramadhan. Habis semua, bertolak ke Perlis.

4) Sampai dalam pukul 10.40 cmtu. Sampai2, diorang tgh meeting lagi, dah boleh agak da, bersedia utk tunggu berjam2. Sembang2 ngan Mak Guard pasal isu2 kat KKA tu, sempat interview2 sket, huhu. And sedar x sedar, 3 jam baru habis meeting tu, gile, bersabar jela, last sekali jumpe Puan Ros pukul 2.00 tghari.

5) Now here it goes, aku dengan semangatnya (semangat gak ar) present proposal and overview pasal project yg aku nk buat ni, banyak bende baru aku dpt daripada puan tu. And the meeting ended bout 3.00pm. Insyaallah, I’ve tried my best, puan tu pn macam suke je ngan proposal tu, but in the final decision is made by Pengetua Kolej, so aku tggu result jela next week mcm mana, berdebar2 wohhh!

6) Lepas abis semua tu, aku call la En.Zul, aku pn x fhm En.Zul ni apa status die utk aku, mungkin sebagai mentor, lecturer, kawan pn ade, so macam 3 in 1 jugak la. Call utk update pasal meeting tadi, so last skali die ajak g bangunan PPIPT yg baru, bawak aku g site visit kawasan2 baru, pehh, it was astonishingly beautiful, ok, not that beautiful, but certainly yg terbaik setakat ni lah utk ofis2 di UniMAP ni. X sabar nk mulakan pembelajaran sem depan, mohahohahoha, xD

7) Sambil2 tu sempat jumpa Puan Juli, sembang pasal BESCA, Cik Hafiza, pasal Sife. Ada 3 orang kerani baru kot, comel gila tiga2, (dalam hati time ni dah istighfar dah, cepat2 pandang tmpat lain, lol).

8) And part yang paling best sekali, aku lalu depan ofis Cik Azlini, die ushar aku, buat muke pelik sikit, pastu terus pandang pc die blek. Hehe, orang yg tau cite die akan faham maksud tersirat dia.

9) Dah habis jumpa2 bermesra2 dengan lecturer, aku g jumpa kawan aku pulak, Aiman, ade deal sikit ngan dia, settlekan hal baju sikit. Aku suke ngan aiman ni, when it comes to business we act professional, that’s the best part about doing business, u learned the details of being professional and to differentiate between social, politics, religion, business, and many others.

10) Masa pun dah nk pukul 4 lebih dah. Aku pn bertolak la pulang, masa otw balik tu, singgah Masjid tadi kat Alor Star, sempat beribadah lagi, alhamdulillah.

11) Sampai umah dalam pukul 6.45, penat beb. Bila sampai waktu buka puasa, lega, peh, mak aku masak nasi ayam, sedap beb, hehe, teruja dan terasa berbaloi2 puasa harini. Habis makan semayang jemaah kt rumah. N then isyak kt masjid, tarawikh trus. Lepas habis tarawikh, hantar mak ngan akak aku balik, n then g lepak mamak ngan ayah aku, beli kurma skali. Sempat la sembang2 hal2 duniawi jap, byk nasihat yg abah kasi, as usual.

12) Aku balik dengan jaya nya malam tu, alhamdulillah, selesai satu ramadhan. Harap2 hari yang berikutnya akan bertambah baik lagi, insyaallah. Sebelum tido ade conflict sikit ngan sorang “kawan” aku ni, aku harap dia faham ape tujuan aku ckp macam tu kat dia, I’m sorry if u’re offended, but I have my stance, please understand. Ramadhan ramadhan, moga2 aku berjaya mengharungi dengan jayanya.

Important Notes

2011-08-01T18:43:00.000-07:00

Some names have been changed to protect some organizational secrecy. Pehh..

BESCA

1) Call HEPA utk check status BESCA sbg kelab yg berdaftar. *En. Azan

2) Siapkn proposal utk buat annual meeting, to be submitted by next 2 weeks tops. *Puan Juli

3) Drafting utk Orientation Day for first year, *Iqbal, Partiban.

4) Pre-annual meeting for previous MT. Prepare agendas.

5) Prepare for making new BESCA shirt.

6) Design corporate shirt for BESCA. *Azmir, hehe.

SIFE

1) Check status Facilitator.

2) Check status facilities fer next meeting.

3) Prepare annual meeting agendas *secretaries & President.

4) Recruitment planning drafts *Yami.

PERSONAL PROJECTS

1) Update with Puan Ros

2) Proposal fer E-educator, check price and choices for soundproofing a room.

3) Check status nationwide, check taqwim cuti fer diplomas and degrees.

4) Find alternative suppliers fer extra choice.

5) Check status on Nike wholesale supply.

6) Vending machine! *TAKE NOTE, as soon as possible. *Perda, Uncle Chong.

7) Signboard advertisement, check department pembangunan for opportunities.

8) Bila settle semua atas ni, take a time to deepen your knowledge on Arowana. Synergize what you have with ayong eina n intan, prepare for mass Commercilization, *evil grin.

9) And, jgn lupa buat byk2 video cover, *acoustic cover, lagu2 lama, =)

10) AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, IBADAH DI BULAN PUASA JGN TINGGAL. JAGA HATI, MATA, TELINGA, TANGAN DAN LAIN2.

Debaran kuasa dua.

2011-07-30T01:08:00.000-07:00

Hujung minggu ni agak berdebar2 sikit hati aku. Ada beberapa perkara penting dan ada yg critical utk aku lakukan.

1) First sekali, yang paling critical, kena siapkan proposal business, aku akan bertolak ke Perlis pada hari isnin ni untuk buat presentation, submit proposal, dan berbincang sedikit. Business ape? Hehe, taleh cerita lagi, top secret. Insyaallah kalau everything goes well, aku akan coretkan semua bibit dan pengalaman dalam venture aku ni.

2) Keduanya, ada projek utk buat audio track, sebuah lagu zaman kite kecil2 dulu, “old mac donald farm” yang E I E I O tu… haa, yang tu laa, hehehe *senyum nakal*. Aku kena improvise sikit lagu ni supaya lain dari yg original. Taktau la boleh buat ke x, tapi mcm menarik je. Even aku takda belajar secara khusus dalam bidang ni, tapi minat tu ade jgk, we’ll see how it goes.

3) And lastly, satu lagi proposal aku kene buat, untuk penambahbaikan company yg aku tgh practical skrg ni. Actually tujuan asalnya proposal ini dilakukan mmg out of pure intent of making the company realize of some of it’s kekurangan. Sbb ye lah, kalau korang baca kat sini, aku ada cerita mcm mana aku jadi narrator utk interactive learning software diorang. Ada byk lagi yg boleh diperbaiki, and aku boleh nmpk potential company ni, dengan meningkatnya demand Malaysia kepada benda2 berbentuk animation dan multimedia. Tetapi, niat itu dikuatkan lagi dengan dorongan oleh lecturer aku, die kate, “buat jela, sbb benda ni boleh ditunjukkan kepada MQA nanti bile diorang nk accreditate kamu punya course”. So aku fikir2 balik, uish, ni dah jadi tanggungjawab ni, sbb I could contribute to our Business School and my course sendiri. Of course la kite nk proses MQA nanti meletop supaya kita nye course diiktiraf kan? So, oh waddahel, buat jela eah, =))

Rasanya tu je lah kot setakat ni, untuk starting ramadhan ni. Yang berikutnya banyak lagi, hehehe. Sape ckp perempuan je reti multitasking? Laki pun boleh, cume terabur sikit ar, wakaka. Chiow~

Ada apa dengan senyuman? =)

2011-07-27T19:07:00.000-07:00

Ada apa dengan senyuman? Adakah anda seorang yang suka senyum? Adakah anda mampu senyum walau dimana jua, apa keadaan sekali pun? Apakah yang diperlukan utk senyum? Yaaa, tepat sekali, tiada modal diperlukan utk memberi senyuman kepada org lain melainkan sedikit tenaga dari badan utk merangsangkan otot2 di pipi2, mata dan mungkin hidung (bagi yg bergetar2 hidungnya ketika senyum, macam sorang member aku kt sekolah dulu)

1) Jadi, kenapa senyum? Aku yakin ramai diantara kita suka senyum. Rasanya x perlula kot aku quote kan fakta2 yang menyokong bahawa senyuman ni bagus utk kesihatan. Namun, hanya ada satu saja fakta yg aku nk kongsikan. Bila kita senyum, dan menerbitkan aura2 mesra serta happy2 hour, orang di sekeliling pun turut akan terasa aura2 tersebut dan jadilah satu macam wabak senyuman pada insiden tu di mana org yg melihat org senyum pun akan turut senyum bersama. Pernah rasa pengalaman ni?

2) Simple je, adat melayu, bila kita berselisih dengan orang yang lebih tua, atau yg kita kenal, kita tunduk kepala sikit, dan beri senyuman, (bonus kepada yg org beri salam sekali). Tidak kira lah di masjid, sekolah, universiti, tepian jalan, mahupun shopping mall dan kedai runcit sekalipun, apa salahnya senyum? Especially pakcik2 makcik2 yg korang jumpe kt kedai, masjid, try senyum sekali, sejuk hati diorang, percayalah.

3) Apakah perasaan korang bile org senyum kt korang? Ok, firstly, mungkin ada yg akan perasan, “uish, mamat/minat ni minat kt aku ke?”. Erm, mungkin juga, tapi buang perasaan tu jauh2, ntah2 mamat/minah tu mmg suke senyum, mane korang tau? Kan seronok pagi2 selisih, mulakan hari dengan senyuman, beri salam, dengan beri salam, anda mendoakan kesejahteraan orang tu tauuu, bonuss tuu! Depends kt level of confidence korang jgk, kalau rase segan nk bagi salam, ushar, senyum dah. Tapi make sure ade eye contact dulu ye baru senyum, nanti org pelik lak apehal mamat/minah ni, creepy!

4) Ok, ni pengalaman sendiri pulak. Pernah dulu sekali, tahun 2009, aku jadi Pembantu Pelajar atau nama lainnya, facilitator gitu, utk Minggu Haluansiswa student2 junior baru, di UM. Jadi, sepanjang berkerjaya tu, macam biasa la, kita kena jaga imej U lagi, nk bekerja dengan keadaan yg super busy lagi, jadi how do I cope with it and make it enjoyable to work? Simple, senyum banyak2, mesra, mesra, mesra, xD Pada penghujung minggu orientasi tu, aku dapat surat daripada sorang budak, x sure siapa, ayat dia mcm ni, “You have an infectious smile, keep it up”. Masyaallah, masa tu rasa sangat berbaloi lah kerja yg aku buat ni. Hasil kerja tidak perlu dibalas dengan wang ringgit, that simple sentence is enough and worth the time. Bukan meminta utk dibalas, tapi kita rasa seronok bila orang pun seronok tgk kita senyum dan ada aura happy2 hour, xD

5) Korang mesti ada kawan yg macam ni jgk kan? Kalau perasan, mesti maniss je muka dia, selalu senyum, happy2, walaupun kadang tgh susah, but dia tetap menghidupkan suasana. Teringat kat rakan2 aku masa tgh belajar dulu. Sekarang pun ramai jgk, kadang2 mmg x kenal pun, tapi bila lalu sebelah, dia ada radius yg projectkan rasa tenang tu. Adakah anda orang itu?

6) Even sekarang pun, kadang2 aku maen senyum je, pernah je ade org buat muke pelik, tapi most of them senyum balik. What’s wrong with making the world a happier place to live? You decide, =))

My 3rd Guitar Cover, Nothing Else Matter by Metallica

2011-07-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

1) I've been wanting to do this cover fer so long. This is a very good song with deep meaning. One of the famous song arranged by Metallica.

2) Enjoy, =)

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know (yeah!)

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
No nothing else matters

Ramadhan, time to OVERHAUL!

2011-07-25T00:07:00.001-07:00

1) Seperti biasa, bila Ramadhan tiba, aku tidak ketinggalan utk menanam azam utk beribadah dengan sebanyak mungkin. Bulan Ramadhan kali ini pasti akan terasa jauh berbeza berbanding tahun2 sebelumnya bagi aku. Kenapa?

2) Pelbagai masalah melibatkan kaum kerabat keluarga, namun alhamdulillah, semuanya ditangani dengan lancar. Harap2 tiada masalah akan timbul sepanjang bulan mulia nanti. Keadaan kesihatan yang kurang dalam kalangan pakcik2, makcik2, atok, opah, even abah dan mama menambah kesedihan lagi. Harap2 bulan ramadhan ini akan menjadi pengubat kepada segala duka dan dugaan yang dihadapi kami sekeluarga.

3) Kali ini pasti akan terasa berbeza, kerana aku telah terjaga dari tidur, setelah sekian lama terbuai indah dek hiburan dunia. Walaupun banyak yang perlu aku selami dan mengkaji namun alhamdulillah, timbulnya kesedaran tentang dunia dan akhirat sebelum menjelangnya ramadhan pada kali ini adalah satu petanda utk aku beribadah se optima mungkin kali ini. Namun apa yang penting adalah istiqamah dalam sesuatu perjuangan. Baru aku terasa, betapa hebatnya dugaan kepada umat Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, umat akhir zaman. Aku yang sudah terbelit dan terperangkap dalam kebanyakan gaung2 maksiat, bagaimana kesudahan aku kelak?

4) Kali ini pasti akan terasa berbeza kerana aku sedang berhadapan dengan projek2 business yang lebih besar berbanding sebelum ini. Projek yang bakal memberikan aku pengalaman, dan rezeki insyaallah. Namum apa yang penting ialah perjalanan, pengetahuan dan dugaan yang bakal ku lalui sepanjang 2,3 bulan ini. Bukan business sahaja, sepanjang 2,3 bulan ini juga bakal menentukan hala tuju beberapa kelab pelajar yang menjadi sebahagian dari tanggungjawabku. Kelab2 yang harus aku lakukan penambahbaikan, dan memantapkan lagi jentera2 exco dalam kelab tersebut. Kerana apa? Kerana aku dan rakanku yang memulakan, yang mengasaskan kelab tersebut, dan tibalah masa utk kami turun dari jawatan dan memberikan sumbangan terakhir kepada kelab. Walaupun banyak masalah, dan aku sendiri pernah bercadang utk berhenti atau meletakkan jawatan, namun aku sedar, tanggungjawab harus dilaksanakan.

5) Bukan itu sahaja, ramadhan kali ini pasti berbeza, kerana aku sedang mendekati satu turning point dalam karya pendidikan aku. Berbekalkan semangat yang abah berikan, dan insyaallah juga jika diberikan rezeki, adalah menjadi impian aku utk melanjutkan pelajaran, Masters ke luar negara. Banyak saluran yang telah aku kaji. Namun setakat ini, ada satu universiti yang menarik perhatian aku, University of Pennsylvania, dan course yang aku idamkan, Masters in Technology Management. Adakah ini hanya jadi mimpi dan angan2? Aku dah mintak enquiry utk course ni, pihak diorang kata course ni x ambil intake utk 2011/2012. Harap2 2012/2013 nanti diorang akan buka semula dan insyaallah, kita cuba.

6) Aku sudah banyak kali kecewa bila meletak harapan yang tinggi. Memang dugaan betul. Masa sekolah menengah dulu, aku memang berharap SANGAT2 utk melanjutkan pelajaran ke Jepun, dah dapat interview, tapi fail. Last2, aku pergi ke PASUM, satu kolej dengan pelajar2 yang ambil foundation utk pergi ke Jepun, omaigod, Allah saja yang tahu betapa jelesnya aku dengan mereka. Tapi, rezeki masing2, aku bersyukur dapat pergi ke PASUM. Dan sekarang, tahun depan aku akan habis degree pula, macam mana kesudahannya?

7) Ramadhan ramadhan, bulan utk aku overhaul balik hati, fikiran dan jiwa aku. Insyaallah.

My 2nd Guitar Cover - Lifehouse - Blind

2011-07-24T17:17:00.000-07:00

1) This song meant a lot to me. Asyik cover lagu metal je, try cover lagu slow pulak, susah gile nk maen tempo slow, no kidding. Tu yg solo kantoi tu.

2) Part yang last tu saje je letak, cm kelakar pulak. Tgh2 aku recording, tetibe my mum masuk bilik ckp cmni, "bidadara oh bidadara, bukan bidadari, jom ke dapur mama beli kuey tiaw ni.. dengan aircondnye!" LOL.

3)Btw, hope u guys enjoy it, also kalau rajin, click here to checkout my first video. Thx, =)

Lyrics

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died when I let you go

Well, I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time

Determination

2011-07-24T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hope all goes well during this 2,3 months. This is the time, to determine ur success.

Personal projects, club’s project, business, ambitions, ibadah and hobbies. Balance kan ye semua itu incik Radin.

Insyaallah.

I want to make an “I hate you” FB group, boleh?

2011-07-20T19:43:00.001-07:00

1) Seperti yang kita tahu, facebook, ni banyak orang, bla bla bla bla, group di facebook, bla blabla, (insert the appropriate introduction based on ur IQ and fakta2 awesome yang anda tahu)

2) Ok, seperti yang tertera di tajuk atas, aku nk buat group “aku tidak suka kamu” atau lebih famous lagi seperti ini ”1,000,000,000 orang menyampah dengan hang!” atau “50,000 orang BENCI dengan tutttt” atau lagi stylo lagi, “Aku benci kenape adin hensem sangat!” ok the later was a joke, >.<”

3) Guys, why so much hate? Tau la demo krazy, bebas bersuara, bebas to express, bebas segala macam bebas la senang cakap. Pernah x terfikir, kalaule orang yang dibenci atau di “menyampahkan” itu adalah saudara anda, seronok x rasa dia? “1 juta orang menyampah ngan Pok Hang!” tudia, syiok x rasa dia? “Dah tu dia memang annoyiing btol, memang patut dibenci!” kata mereka. Ohh, kire semua org yang ko benci, bleh buat group benci terang2 la yeah?

4) Aku bukan golongan pandai, jaoh sekali mampu berbicara perihal agama secara mendalam. Tapi aku orang Melayu. Aku dididik utk beradab sopan, berlemah lembut, cewah. Even kalau benci sangat org tu, I wont show it, I’m friends with all of them, rasa x puas hati itu memang ada, tetapi perlukah utk amplify rasa benci itu ke dalam bentuk maya, dan dan mengajak orang ramai membenci bersama-sama?? oh, anda sudah jauh menyimpang, minta maaf.

5) Setengah org cakap, “alaa, lek ar, emosi ape, internet je kot, trolling je”. U’re damn right, you’re just trolling je, and that makes you what, a green troll with oozy black mucus running down ur nose? >.<” “alaa, tgk, ramai orang sokong kot group ni, dah 100k lebih dah! nmpk sgt dia ni memang dibenci!” ok, so u’re desperate trying to prove that many people hates him/her, for what purpose? So that you can brag? “Pehhhh, ko tgk account aku ni, dah ramai orang “like” utk benci woaah, hebat kan?” Let me ask again, for what purpose? Hebat ke?

6) Berbaloi ke? Owh, mungkin sebab dalam internet, mudah saja utk click, so it’s not a waste of time. Aduhai, baiklah ko pergi like group “I love islam” ke, “1 Malaysia” ke “I hate Racism” ke dan seumpamanya. At least ada perjuangan murni kt situ. Betul? Ok fine, democracy, kot suke korang la nk like ape pun kan? Ape hak aku nk judge korang kan?

7) Kesimpulannya, janganla jadikan facebook ni tempat anda membenci sesama sendiri, there are lot's of ways to express ourselves or to menegur orang. Instead, jadilah macam aku ngan Danial, pagi2 lagi dah merapatkan silaturahim, kan danial? wakaka.

Pesanan khidmat masyarakat: Dont squat on the toilet seat, u're spreading virus and germs! SIT!

Kecewa

2011-07-19T10:28:00.001-07:00

1) Saya rindukan Radin di sekolah menengah. Radin di sekolah menengah pada zaman form 1 dan form 2. Pada masa tu, hati masih lagi bersih dan suci. Sembahyang pun jarang tinggal. Doa meminta kepada Allah untuk mendapat keputusan pelajaran yang cemerlang juga boleh kata termakbul masa tu, alhamdulillah.

2) Pada zaman tu rajin stay up sorang2, x pernah beramai2 sebab segan, solat tahajjud malam2, solat hajat. Ke mana perginya Radin zaman tu? Masyaallah, kalaulah dia boleh nampak dirinya pada 8, 9 tahun akan datang, agak2 adakah dia akan kecewa? Kalaulah dia tahu aku banyak berdosa, mesti dia marah, kecewa.

3) Semoga aku akan sentiasa baca post ini sebagai peringatan. Ya Allah, jauhkan aku dari maksiat, jauhkanlah aku dari godaan syaitan. Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah hamba yang lemah dan hina.

Kedekut Ilmu

2011-07-17T21:49:00.001-07:00

1) Sifat yang secara peribadinya aku paling x gemar. Korang semua pun tahu apa maksud sombong atau kedekut ilmu ni kan. Ia merujuk kepada perangai seseorang yang megah dengan ilmunya, dan tidak ingin berkongsi ilmu dengan orang lain. Jadi, ape cerita ni sebenarnya? Pernah tak kawan2 kita cakap macam ni, “kalau ko nk tau, bayar la aku sejam rm2, bukan senang nk dapat ilmu ni” atau kalau yang hebat sikit, ayat die cmni, “orang yang tak pernah berbicara pasal business, tiba2 berbicara pasal business tapi hujah lintang pukang baik diam sahaja, kaji dulu” tudia.. kalau betul la mamat tu salah, betulkan le dengan teguran, yang pegi suruh dia diam tu apesal, aduhai golongan ilmuan..

2) Sesetengah orang tidak sedar dia bersifat sedemikian. Biasalah, kita hanya hamba tuhan yang serba kekurangan. Tetapi, bagaimana benda ini boleh berlaku? Sesetengah dari kita, berlumba-lumba mencari ilmu, untuk apa tujuannya? Tidak kira lah ilmu agama, ilmu politik ke, ilmu perniagaan, ilmu sains, semuanya dengan tujuan untuk mendapat keredhaan Allah. Itulah tujuan asas, niat asas menuntut ilmu. Bila ilmu sudah penuh di dada, kita disuruh untuk berkongsi ilmu tersebut. Benar? Ya, memang tepat sekali, hujah aku sekarang ni pun tidak disertakan dengan hadis2dan quotes2 dari ulamak2 atau sasterawan, tapi aku belajar itu semua di sekolah agama rendah dulu, benda basic, tapi adakah hujah aku ini tidak valid?Aku yakin, semua orang juga tahu yang berkongsi ilmu itu, ialah satu investment, satu ilmu atau kebaikan yang kita ajar pada orang, orang itu beramal, kita dapat pahala, betul?

3) Jadi, sekarang kita dah faham serba sedikit tentang pentingnya berkongsi ilmu itu. Back to topik, kenapa sombong, atau kedekut ilmu? Malahan, aku cukup terkilan, bila orang yang “berilmu” ni, seolah2 memandang jijik orang yang kurang berilmu ni. Ok bro, first of all, looks can be decieving. Pernah x terfikir, orang sengaja buat2 bodoh, sebab nk faham dengan lebih jelas? Ko takkan tahu, ntah2 sebenarnye die lebihberilmu dari ko, tapi dia x tunjuk.

4) And, yang paling best sekali, orang yang berilmu, tapi kedekut ni, pantang ditegur. Kenapa pantang ditegur? Sebagai contoh, ade satu hujah dia, “Malaysiakini is 100% lebih baik dari Utusan”. Aku tegur la, kenape pulak, x semestinya. Lepas tu datanglah hujah dia dengan marah2, serta emosi dan pelbagai info2 extra yang awesome lagi canggih. Aku jawab simple je, there’s no such thing as A is better than B. Jika awak tu betul2 berilmu dan berbahas berlandaskan pure fact tanpa memberatkan ke mana2 pihak, awak mesti berpendapat neutral, atau paling kurang, awak mesti berat sedikit sahaja ke mana2 pihak, bukan 100% biased. Kenapa? Simple, semua benda tu, dicipta oleh manusia, semua benda ada defects die, mane boleh 100% betul? Ok, ni contoh je ye, any further discussion, laen kaliiii~

5) Jadi, kita nampak kat sini, orang yang kononnya berilmu ni, kadang2 bukan betul sangat. Kenapa? Sebab mereka pun manusia, x lari dari kesilapan, termasuklah korang yang bace ni, dan diri aku sendiri. Tapi, kita kene sedar, walaupun kita berbeza pendapat, berbeza segala macam beza, itu tidak bermakna salah sorang daripada kita ni betul. Mungkin dua2 pun x betul? Wallahualam. Sebab itu, anak2, adik2, kawan2, kalau benda yang baik itu, kita kongsi, kongsi kan je. Hah, ni lagi satu, orang2 sekarang ni memang teramat judgemental. Let’s say kalau kita berkongsi ilmu pasal agama, nanti diorang akan ckp “eleh, macam la ko tu kuat agama sangat”. Lebih kurang macam tu lah. Hey you, let me tell you one thing, dengan memberi teguran ataupun perkongsian ilmu kepada orang, itu adalah salah satu cara untuk mengingatkan kepada diri kita sendiri ok? Cubela jgn negative sgt pemikiran tu, mana yang elok kita ambil, mana yang x elok kita buang jauh2, itu je. ok?

6) The next thing, pasal business. Aku cukup kesian, emosi tu sikit2 la, bila orang selalu kaitkan business ni dengan rasuah, tipu orang la, MLM (member lanyak member lah), dan macam2 lagi. Yang syiok nye, golongan2 “berilmu” ni la yang kasi title x elok kt budak2 business ni. Bukan setakat budak2 business, mereka sangat tidak suka kepada contractor2 yang dapat tender kerajaan, apa macam business opportunity dari kerajaan la senang cite. Kroni la, jage member la. First of all, korang ni amik pengajian business ke dak? Pernah berniaga? Hah, kalau aku suruh korang senyap, gi kaji dulu, kang marah pulak. U don’t know the very first thing about business, dah pandai nk menghukum orang ye? isk3. Memang x dinafikan, benda2 begitu wujud, tetapi, adalah tidak adil anda berkata sedemikian tanpa mengenali orang2 yang menyertai arena berniaga ni.

7) Ops, ter emosi pulak. Kesimpulannya kat sini, janganla kedekut ilmu. Dah la kedekut ilmu, pastu mulut tade insuran pulak tu, huhu. Insyallah, ini adalah peringatan kepada diri aku sendiri jugak.

Monolog Semasa Driving

2011-07-16T09:48:00.000-07:00

1) Antara hobi2 aku, driving is one of the best. aku paling suke drive sorang2, long distance, sebab banyak benda kita akan terfikir, monolog bersendirian. Paling kerap drive dari Perlis ke Penang, sejam setengah bermonolog. Aku bukan psycho, bukan pelik, tetapi, ermmm, ntah, xD

2) Ok, probably it doesn’t count as a hobby, but it definitely is one of the activities that makes me kembali ke alam nyata. Why? Driving sorang2 sambil berfikir ni macam kita overhaul enjin kita, kita fikir balik apa yang kita dah buat, detect balik apa salah kita, apa yang kita achieve, apa yang belum achieve, apa planning and strategy, dan sebagainya. Pehh, agak pelik eh?

3) Aku pn x faham macam mana aku boleh start jadikan driving ni satu hobby. Mungkin sebab aku slalu ulang alik ke macam2 tempat yang jauh. Atau mungkin juga disebabkan radio kereta aku yang x function, lol, xD tapi utk lebih feel, anda digalakkan utk mempunyai music, untuk monolog yang lebih effisien. Utk aku, aku sentiasa prepare playlist kat dalam handphone ni.

4) Kenapa perlu ada music? Sebab utk setiap melodi lagu2 tersebut, plot monolog juga akan turut berubah. X percaya? Sebagai contoh, kita dengar my immortal pada waktu malam, akan terasa jiwang kan? Mesti terfikir pasal awek2 or orang2 yang kita sayang. N then kita sambung pulak dengan lagu Blind, Lifehouse, sambung lagi monolog jiwang tu.. Make sure genre yang sama utk memanjangkan plot. Bila nk tukar plot, tukar genre, and my favourite genre is metal, bila pasang lagu The Blinding of False Light, As i lay dying misal kata, akan selalu terfikir pasal the importance to become indipendent, to break ourself from any kind of tyranny, keluar dari comfort zone dan sebagainya. Style kan?

5) Setiap lagu ada ceritanya, dan aku mixed kan dengan driving. Jadilah hobby yang mungkin pelik. Takla pelik sangat, sebab normal la orang dengar lagu sambil drive. But the important part is, to reflect on what u’ve done, tu je.. Ntah apesal aku nk tulis panjang2 pun aku tataw, padahal nk cite pasal monolog je, >.<”

Media: Knowledge or Propaganda (finale)

2011-07-14T18:05:00.000-07:00

1) When do people going to understand, the percentage of having unbiased political news is low!

2) People keep saying, Utusan is funded by Gov, The Star is by MCA and TV3 also by Gov.So what? U are only being mad at them being one sided with government simply because they are supporting them? Ironically, politics are just like 20% only from each newspaper and tv news. What about other news such as sports, economics, world news? You guys are being unreasonable.

3) I can say the same thing also, Malaysiakini, Harakah, Roketkini, TV Selangor, are all funded by anti-government. There’s one interesting comment from my friend, “you should listen to international media as well like al jazeera and cnn, not just utusan meloya or tv3”. Hah, same goes to you, who funded CNN and al-jazeera? Anti islam movement?? Jizzz, u guys can be hypocrites when it comes to politics. How bout just relax abit. Take a deep breathhhhh. Agaiinnnn… Ahhh, better..

4) Face the facts, for newbies, they only read what they want to. For instance, “ohh, I support gov, I should read Utusan” or “ohh, I support PAS, I should buy harakah”. Get it? And people always say that they read from both sides, ohh really? Well, maybe some of them. In the end, it’s your opinion la bro, and as for al-jazeera, amnesty, or cnn, come onnn, we know about our political situation better than them! it’s our news, so I bet local news are more appropriate x kesah la dari opposition or gov.

5) And yeah, what’s up with boicotting the newspaper, or tv station? You know what Malays are famous for? The fact that they arent consistent, hangat2 taik untaaa. You guys remember when we fought and try to boicott Israel’s items like from Tesco, McD, Perfumes and stuff? How did that go? And now you’re telling us to boycott astro lah, utusan lah, buletin utama lah. Hello, just like I said at point 2, politics are only 20% from the news, why should you guys boycott it just for the sake of politics? That’s very unreasonable and childish! Media prima is not going to feel anything about your cause, so you guys should just drop it. Ok, it’s not even my concern, do whatever you want, just don’t make other people feel annoying ok?

6) At least la kan, x kesah la sokong mane2 paper or tv pn, at least it’s local. Aku cukup sedih bile org quote some words from amnesty or NED or CNN. Konon2, Malaysia dah mencabuli hak asasi manusia tahap kawwww2 punya. Korang tau ke sape amnesty n NED tu? Go do some research first. US is a country that practices dasar campur tangan. Jangan sampai negara kita dijajah balik bro. U guys think I’m joking? This is a serious matter, not petty politics that you discuss at kedaikopi.

7) Kesimpulan nya kat sini, korang nk baca apa, baca la, it’s either A or B, or BOTH. In the end, it’s your opinion. And please, we always wonder how da hell are we going to reach 2020 like this. My answer, start thinking like professionals, at least try, emotions aside, try being neutral and focus on the knowledge itself. Peace!

Pernahkah Anda Menderhaka kepada Ibu Bapa?

2011-07-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

1) Aku pernah dgr dari siapa ntah, ustaz kt sekolah kot, macam ni bunyi dia. Allah akan membalas dosa seorang anak yang menderhaka kepada Ibu atau Ayahnya di dunia. Wallahualam.

2) Tujuan bercerita, hanya utk memberi teguran, dan memberi keinsafan kepada sesiapa yang baca, dan utk diri aku sendiri. Pengalaman menderhaka, ya, aku pernah menderhaka, dan telah pun dibalas. Sepanjang aku hidup dalam 21 tahun ni, ada satu peristiwa yang aku betul2 menyesal.

3) Kejadian berlaku masa tingkatan 2. Ayah aku jatuh sakit, aku lupe sakit ape, dan dimasukkan ke wad di Hospital Bagan Specialist. Pada waktu petang hari kejadian, family aku semua nk pergi melawat ayah aku. Time tu hobi aku main skateboard petang2, on the way pergi hospital tu, ada skatepark yang luas, jarang aku pergi situ, tapi mmg best la facilities dia.

4) Aku pn tak tahu ape aku fikir time tu, boleh pulak aku ckp kat mak aku, “mak, tlg drop kan amir kat Ampang Jajar, amir nk maen skate”. Mak aku tanye, “tanak lawat abah ke?”. Aku tak terfikir langsung utk melawat ayah aku yang sakit. Aku still bertegas yang aku nk maen skate, sbb jarang dapat main kt area tu. Aku lagi pentingkan bermain. Bertolaklah kitorang petang tu ke hospital, dan mak aku drop kan aku kt skate park tu.

5) Main punye main, seronok x igt dunia, dengan izin tuhan, aku terjatuh, impact kuat jugak ar, aku tahan pakai tangan, “prappp”, pergelangan tangan aku patah. Aku pn x sure patah ke x time tu, tapi nmpk macam da senget semacam tangan aku ni. Aku call mak aku, mak aku pn patah la balik ambik aku, pegi clinic, x-ray, tgk2 x patah, tapi retak. Masa kt clinic tu dah mula bengkak dah, sakit ya amatt. Doctor suruh g hospital utk simen.

6) Mak aku pn, antar la aku g hospital bagan, tempat ayah aku tadi. Nk tahu ape paling best, aku dimasukkan wad yang sama ngan ayah aku, sebelah katil pulak tu. Masyaallah, masa tu, Allah je yang tahu betapa menyesalnya aku. Keesokan harinya baru aku kena simen, aku tidur kt hospital 2 malam dengan ayah aku.

7) Style kan? Semoga anda dpt pengajaran dari cerita yang serba kurang ni. I’ve learnt my lesson. This is a true story.

BERSIH (finale)

2011-07-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

This is my last post regarding BERSIH 2.0. After carefully thinking, after what I’ve said and stressed in all the post before, it would be nice if everyone remain calm and stop being childish about this issue. Hopefully this post will stop u guys from posting hateful comment about bersih. Annoying syial! xD

Let’s go through the chronology first. Please skip the chronology if u want, I don’t mind. And I also advice for u guys to prepare a cup of coffee and some snacks first, because this is gonna be long, I promise.

CHRONOLOGY

1) Ok, firstly, the rally was organized by an NGO. It’s has 8 demands as stated before, and it’s purpose is to clean the election process. They wanted to have a rally, to give the memorandum to the king, regarding EC and the demands.

2) The rally was then ditentang by our government, because they could see that it has hidden political agenda in there, and I’ll leave it there for you guys. Thus, the government didn’t give permit for this rally and haramkan sekaligus baju2 dan perhimpunan itu.

3) Weeks before the rally, pelbagai kempen anti bersih dan demonstrasi dari pihak Perkasa dan UMNO pula melakukan rally mereka sendiri di merata pelusuk Malaysia seperti di Penang dan Ipoh. Which raised many questions among citizen about the “lesen” of that rally pula. In the meantime, government started to launch investigations and spot-checks to rampas all bersih’s yellow t-shirt and detain people who were wearing them to encourage people to join the rally.

4) The government’s movements made Bersih become a huge issue and for once, people thought that Bersih would fail. In addition with YDP Agong’s titah, people would dare not to defy the King. But this is where it gets interesting. Ambiga made a smart move, with Pak Dol’s help, to have audience with the King. After the meeting, nobody knows what are the results, the transcript or any kind of information regarding what was talked about was never publicly published. All we knew was, Ambiga agreed to do the rally in the stadium, which is merdeka stadium.

5) Our PM also agreed with the idea of holding it in stadium instead. But, police never gave permit to Bersih. Now, police does not defy the King’s order, remember that. Even the stadium’s management also didn’t give permission for Bersih to do the rally. But, for the sake of democracy, Bersih never gave up, it has its own supporter. Stadium Shah Alam was offered instead, but people didn’t want to do it there.

6) So Bersih is back at square 1. Two days before the rally, people already knew that there would be confrontations at KL, a massive one. Many preparations were made. Police made blockade at many areas around KL. The court also released 91 names who were not allowed to slip into KL.

7) Thus, come the day all the people were waiting for. 9^th July, Saturday. FRU and other defense unit were making barricades in many areas. Yada yada yada, you all know the story. One people dead.

PERSONAL POINT OF VIEW

1) Police have their duty. Government had its priority. Bersih had its demand. Everyone had their own goals and mission. I personally applaud for people who joined the rally, because they have the courage to stand for their cause, which is to clean the pilihanraya. But, how many percentage of you are reaaaallly talking about Bersih, instead of polis kejam, kerajaan zalim, and reformasi? Do not be hypocrites here. I know, some are purely joining because of it’s demand, some are emotional and tend to be politically involved, some are just bystanders who just wants to watch what will happen.

2) Police on the other hand, played reverse psychology. You couldn’t deny that most of the police were mostly civil, eventhough there are some videos that clearly showed the brutality of police. But remember, if there’s no provocation, there’s no need for police to act like that, and come onnn, don’t deny that u guys are not provocative as well. I praise the PDRM as well for their hostility towards the entire detained captive, they were given foods, hostile treatment, praying areas as well as medical treatment.

3) Ok, try to think optimistically guys. Everyone achieve their goals! Malaysia gets it, SPR need to fulfill the demands. They are considering all the possibilities of improvement. Bersih already get the attention they want. FRU and Police already did their job. So why bashing each other up? All of you guys have your own perjuangan. You know the risk, if anything happen, it would be for the cause. Don’t go blaming the police or FRU. Have you ever heard FRU blaming u guys for doing the rally? They’re just doing their duty.

4) And about the death issue. Please, do not politicize this matter, would you want it if it were your father instead? That’s why I hate politics, semua bende pn nk politikkan! There are even rumors that PKR fabricated the issue, but sadly there really was 1 people dead. Here for more info.

5) Let me get this straight again, I personally supported Bersih, because of it’s demand. At first I was afraid there would be mass destruction or some sort like that. But, you guys turn out to hold your unity, to be one Malaysia, that’s the great part about it, Malaysian finally united for one cause. Salute.

6) BUT, haa… Ada orang mengambil kesempatan terhadap issue ini. As I mentioned in Bersih Part 2, we clearly know that this cause was originally NGO driven. Politicians hanya menangguk, atau dalam erti kata lain, menggunakan isu ini sebagai PAWN dalam permainan chess mereka. Siapakah yang saya maksudkan? Yaaa, you know him, people call him mastermind of all rallies. He is using your pure demands and cause to his advantage. CNN, Al-Jazeera, and many other international media made reports saying that bersih was Anwar’s success in voicing out oppositions to condemn the government. You see how clever he is, and now he is the icon of democracy in Malaysia. The question now is, are you guys really the pawn of Anwar?

7) Ironically, when I asked many people that joined Bersih, do you support Anwar? Silence… Do you guys get what I’m saying? Enough is enough. We all know that the government is not perfect, but overreacting by saying kerajaan zalim, do you guys even know what zalim is? So how about we settle it like this, make peace. Both sides were not wrong, everyone is right, except Anwar of course, hehe. I bet the pro-pakatan will be mad at me for this. You guys have shown that there are rooms for unity in Malaysia, through hard way. Make peace with the government.

CONCLUSION

Everybody wins, except Anwar. Peace!

Suara Latar Part 2

2011-07-10T18:28:00.000-07:00

1) Dayyummm. Starting last Friday I was asked to do English narration on Science. Click here to know the beginning of the story.

2) Trust me, it’s really hard, English is definitely not my mother tongue. And hell yea, I was asked to do British accent, are they crazy? That would be like taking an English class all over again. They don’t even know what British accent sounded like. Funny part is, I was using like 70% American English and they liked it. Totally proving that this company doesn’t even know what they’re doing, xD

3) Oh well, as long as I get my paycheck, anything’s fine, xD Lucky that this was just a practical, industrial training. If this were real, I’d never dream of coming here. We were supposed to gain knowledge are we? I find myself giving advises and consultations to the company instead. They should hire me to be a consultant! Bhaha, kidding.

BERSIH (part 3)

2011-07-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

1) Tidak perlu berkata panjang. Perjuangan NGO utk membersihkan pilihanraya konon. Suara2 yang kedengaran hanyalah reformasi, polis kejam, polis yahudi, najib atlantuya. Di mana suara utk menuntut 8 permintaan teras? Di mana suara utk menuntut pilihanraya yang adil?

2) Ironically, bila seorang insan yang tidak bersalah meninggal dunia, pihak polis dan fru yang dipersalahkan. Kenapa perlu spin issue pasal kematian? Adakah anda berkuasa utk menentukan siapa yang salah?

3) Kesimpulannya, apa yang kamu dapat dari perhimpunan ini? Dapat main2 dengan air? Dapat rasa macam mana sakit kena gas pemedih mata? Seronok main kejar2 dengan FRU? Dapat membuktikan kezaliman polis kononnya? Jauh sekali utk membuktikan bahawa pilihanraya tidak adil. Mari saya beritahu, siapakah yang berjaya dalam perhimpunan ini. Anwar Ibrahim. Yes, tahniah utk Anwar Ibrahim, kerana berjaya menjadikan ini satu issue politic, dan berjaya menjadikan pelajar2 ipta ipts sebagai PAWN, CATUR, dalam permainan chess ini.

4) Ini adalah post terakhir berkenaan bersih. Setiap perkataan terasa sangat berat utk ditaip. Anak2 ku, satu hari nanti kamu akan bace post ini, dan ambil iktibar, setiap perjuangan ada risiko nya, jangan terperangkap dalam emosi dan politik, sehingga tergadai perkara yang lebih penting. Hanya Allah yang tahu, insyallah.

BERSIH (part 2)

2011-07-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

FROM A NORMAL CITIZEN’S VIEW

1) Bersih’s Rally is organized by NGO. It’s perjuangan is to clean the pilihanraya. It’s demonstration is towards the EC, or in Malay, SPR. And it is based on its 8 demands, which are:

Ø Clean the electoral roll

Ø Reform postal vote

Ø Use indelible ink

Ø Free & fair access to media

Ø Minimum 21 days campaign period

Ø Strengthen public institutions

Ø Stop corruption

Ø Stop dirty politics

2) I bet everyone knows the meaning of NGO, it should not be linked with any political parties. Some examples are like Sister’s in Islam, Pekida, and many more. NGO’s are just an organization with its priority to stand up to its cause, it’s perjuangan. Like Pekida, it has to something to do with Malay Islam’s Unity. Just like Bersih, it’s perjuangan is to clean the pilihanraya, to make it transparent. Agree?

3) So here’s my question. Why is Anwar, Lim Guan Eng, Kit siang and his dynasty, not to mention each and every government and opposition’s political parties are heavily involved in this? See, a side u never thought of. I partially agree with Bersih because we cannot deny that there are some defects in EC, everyone knows that but defects can be repaired.

4) What I don’t agree is that it is heavily politicized. Are you aware that this is just an issue, yes an issue that is created to show our governments weakness? My opinion, this is just a CHEAP POLITICAL CAMPAIGN. Issues after issues, kalau dah x sabar sgt nk berkempen, jadi gentleman cakap je yang this is an opposition’s campaign to win votes for the next GE. We don’t mind! Don’t hide behind an NGO that has pure intentions to clean the EC.

5) But, not all 8 demands can be fulfill by EC, why? Because it’s not EC’s responsibility to fulfill some of the demands. Demand 6,7 and 8 does not even concern with EC! How can EC stop corruption and stop dirty politics? Salah tuju la, u guys should direct that demands to MACC. And if anyone could give me quotes from Bersih that it happens to direct this issue to MACC, please kindly show me as I probably need some readings.

6) And, what’s the purpose of the rally? If it’s just to give the memorandum to the King, why does Ambiga doesn’t give it during her last meeting? Simple, the purpose of the rally is just to create havoc, to show the intensity of hatred towards the government. I don’t care if it were in stadium or down the roads, there are better ways to BERSIHkan pilihanraya. Got my point? I partially agree with Bersih’s demand, but disapprove of its rally.

FROM STUDENT’S POINT OF VIEW

1) I am amazed, super amazed by some of my friends and other universities view. Sape2 bace ni jgn terase ye, just my opinion, non-biased and neutral. Let me give some of examples from my friend’s view when I asked them why they approve of Bersih.

1. Kerajaan sekang ni kotor la, kena la bersihkan.

2. Kitorang suke bersih, ko suke kotor ke?

3. TV3 ntah pape, utusan pn same je, sume propaganda, baek aku tgk astro awani.

4. Freedom of expression, hak dalam perlembagaan utk berhimpun, kami practice democracy!

5. Demo ni mana ada rugikan economy, kalau semua org yg join ni beli air RM1, cube darabkan tgk dgn 100,000 orang yg hadir?

6. Kerajaan sekarang zalim! Tak memenuhi ciri islam!

2) Itulah jawapan yang standard. Banyak lagi sebenarnye, tapi ni yang aku larat tulis, kalau buat list kang jadi panjang plak. So now here’s my answer, according to previous sequence:

1. I have no problem with that. Bersihkan la, byk cara, but not through rally. Kalau nk jawapan pnjg, meh jumpe privately.

2. Soalan bodoh, malas aku jawab.

3. Ni aku suke, kalau TV3 ngan utusan propaganda, apa bezanya dengan harakah, roketkini, Malaysiakini, malaysianinsider, blog2 tu? Sama je bro. kalau nk jawapan panjang, refer kt post aku sini.

4. Ok, bab ni aku kurang ilmu sket, aku mengaku, but what i do know is that, democracy is not about your rights only, how about mine? It’s like domino effect, if there is action, there is reaction. And funny thing I just learned a quote yesterday from Astro, specifically from a lawyer who gave talks, she said “Freedom of expression does not justify the freedom to insult”. Fikir2kan maksud ayat itu.

5. Hah, ni lagi kelakar, cakap macam pakar economy abes. Firstly, it’s a demonstration, a big one. What do you expect from external view? Do you know that there’s risk in anything. By what factors are you suggesting that this wouldn’t turn ugly? Have you forgotten what happened in Bersih 1.0, reformation 1998, and many more, not to forget, 13^th may 1969! Are you expecting there would be some kind of carnival there, selling popcorns and candies?

6. Kawan, please, kita ni golongan orang yang terpelajar, buat statement kerajaan zalim, pemimpin mcm firaun, ape ni sume? Seriously, aku ckp byk pn x gune, ade otak sendiri fikir. Ade kerajaan halang korang semayang?

3) Itulah dia serba sedikit, panjang lagi kalau nk ikutkan hati. Janganlah kita terperangkap dalam politik, emosi semata-mata. Cuba ambil sikap tenang, positif, optimistic sikit. Gaduh2 x guna, cakap banyak pun x guna. Kecoh2 kt facebook ckp kerajaan zalim la ape la, geramnye aku, annoying taw x? It’s simple actually, we are talking about cleaning the pilihanraya, not petty politics. I’m writing this on neutral basis. Again, I stress my opinion, I partially agree with Bersih, but disapprove of its rally. The one who joins it are just political pawns used by irresponsible group. Baik Perkasa, baik Bersih.

4) And lastly, I am open for any discussions, there’s probably some defects in my article too, kindly tell me and let me bersihkan. Only Allah knows whats wrong and right, i'm just a humble servant. Thank you.

5) For extra reading, here.

Opah ku

2011-07-05T19:14:00.000-07:00

1) Opah sebelah mak jatuh sakit mggu lepas. Ramai jugak kaum kerabat yg datang melawat di Hospital Kuala Kangsar pada Ahad lepas. Kata makcik Zawiyah, opah dah x sedarkan diri dari malam semalam. Pagi2 lagi mama dah kejut aku, ckp opah x sedarkan diri, jum balik kampong. Dalam hati, cuak jugak bile dgr ayat “x sedar diri”.

2) Alhamdulillah, bila dah sampai hospital, opah da sedarkan diri. Doktor kata, pengsan sebab hypo, kurang gula. Ia lah, opah mengidap kencing manis, namun untuk veteran berumur 86 tahun, saya kira itu mungkin perkara biasa, malah saya rasa opah cukup tabah dan kuat menghadapi hidup. Aku kesian tgk mama, walaupun depan2 nmpk tenang, bila opah dah sedarkan diri, mama terus ceriakan keadaan, tapi dalam hati, siapa yang x sedih.

3) Bila opah dah sedarkan diri, aku terus salam tangan opah, cium tgn opah, then opah tanya “Siape ni?”. Aku pn jawab, “Amir la, cucu laki opah, amir amir”. “ohh amennn”, amen, panggilan manja opah kt aku disahut dengan muka senyum. Sebelum ni opah x pernah lupa nama atau muka aku, ini adalah first time. Walaupun sedih awal2, tapi happy jgk bila opah still igt. Mungkin side effect lepas pengsan? Opah pun ada cakap yang dia x igt brapa lama dia dah ada di hospital.

4) Aku igt lagi, dulu masa kecil2, opah ni memang strict pasal waktu. Waktu makan, semua kena makan sekali, kena cukup, breakfast, lunch, dinner, masa yang specific, lauk yang sedap. Opah x boleh berjalan, terpaksa menggunakan wheelchair. Resipi masakan kt kampong diturunkan turun temurun. Seriously, memang diturunkan, even berkali2 tukar orang gaji, masakan kt kampong sentiasa sedap dan sama macam dulu. Paling gemar sekali dengan ayam masak merah, ohh sedap.

5) So berbalik ke hospital tadi, bila semua kaum kerabat dan saudara2 dah sampai, havoc la wad tu. Masing2 take turn utk ceriakan suasana. Tibalah masa untuk chow dari situ dan pulang ke rumah, esok masing2 ada kerja untuk commit. Bila nk balik, salam opah sekali lagi, opah buat muka kerut2 dan bertanya sekali lagi, “Ni siapa pula”. Aku pun dengan selambe ckp “ni la amen, amen, cucu laki opahh, yang paling hensem tuu?” Satu wad gelak, hehe. Opah pun senyum sekali lagi dan recognize muka aku. Dan kitorang pn blek umah.

6) Aku sayang sgt kt Opah, kenapa, sbb mama resembles opah a lot. Dengan tubuh badan yang kecil, molek, muka manis, strict dengan masa, I can’t help but see my mum through my opah. Setiap kali balik kampong, x pernah miss salam, peluk dan cium pipi opah. Hati ni rasa aman bila opah suka kita cium die, “hoo amenn, opah pun sayang semua cucu2 opah ni” opah cakap.

7) “U never know what you got till it’s gone”, familiar kan dengan ayat ni?

X jumpe pulak gambar opah yang elok untuk di post kan. Sideways pun ok lah ye. Nanti kite tgkp gamba opah byk2 time raya nanti! =)

SENSITIVITI

2011-07-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

1) Sensitiviti ini luas topiknya. Kalau dari segi bahasanya, kepekaan terhadap sesuatu perkara, or in English, acute awareness. Jadi, perkara yang sy ingin bincangkan ialah sensitiviti kita di bumi Malaysia ini. Nothing specific, just general thoughts.

2) Mari kita buat experiment macam kt sekolah dulu. Experiment utk mengkaji tahap sensitivity seseorang itu. Pertama sekali, manipulated variable kita ialah “orang, atau respondent yang hendak kita kaji respon nya”. Cuba kita constant kan variable, “isu atau perkara yang akan ditanya”. Dan responding variable yg hendak kita kaji ialah respon seseorang itu, sensitivity, (low, medium or high).

3) Ok, sekarang mari kita test dengan satu isu, what’s the question or issue that we wanna raise. Let’s see, how about, “Ko ni hari2 baju same je, bau masam kot umah ni”. Ok, let’s begin.

Respondent	Respond	Level of Sensitivity
A	Babi ape ko ni, agak2 ar, ko igt ko wangi abes ke sial?	High
B	Ko tolong la cuci, leh?	Medium
C	Ala, yela yela.	Medium
D	Hahahahaha…	Low

4) Ok, not to mention that these are just assumptions, it’s not correct pun, but just hypothetically, what I want to prove is that sensitivity has it levels. Ada orang yang takde sensitivity, orang sound buat dunno je. Ade yang cepat terasa, terus melenting, or maybe senyap terus tak nak kawan dah.

5) Jadi level apa yang sepatutnya kita harus capai? Adakah setiap level itu buruk berbanding yang lain? Saya tidak dapat membuat judgement di sini, bagi pendapat saya, setiap level ada pro and cons nya. Namun, saya prefer kepada medium, lebih stabil. Kerana, tidak kira apa isu sekali pun, apa yang penting ialah kita harus remain calm dan react dengan rasional. Kita harus tenang menerima sesuatu isu atau kritikan. Andai kata isu itu memerlukan kita untuk bertindak agresif, kita bertindak agresif. Jika isu itu memerlukan kita tenang, kita senyap sahaja. Kerana diam bukan bermakna kita tidak tahu, diam-diam ubi berisi.

6) Namun, orang yang berada di tahap low level of sensitivi ini agak bahaya. Kenapa bahaya? Hehe, macam ni cerita dia. Al-kisah mamat ni, bau die memang masam. Bukan masam kerana bau peluh or ketiak, baunya berpunca daripada baju yang x pernah basuh. Haa, pernah berdepan dengan situasi yang seakan-akan sama? Jadi, orang yang low sensitiviti ni, cakap la macam mane, tegur la macam mane, die buat dunno je. Kadang-kadang x faham jugak. Bukan berniat utk memburukkan perangai, jauh sekali utk mengutuk, kita sendiri pn bukan perfect sgt pun. Tapi, itu semua contoh sahaja. Kita tidak boleh sewenang2nya marah orang sebab die x pernah basuh baju. Tegur je elok-elok, terpulang dia nk terima atau tidak, =)

7) Ok, kalau high sensitivi pulak macam mana? Pun bahaya jugak. Mari kita lihat contoh. Universiti Malaysia Perlis telah memperuntukkan RM10,000 utk Persatuan Pelajar Perniagaan. Maka datang lah sorang pelajar engineering berkata “apehal budak business dpt 10k, budak engineering x dpt satu sen pun! Kita dianak tirikan! Stupid University!”. Ini perkara contoh je ye. Ok, jadi, apa yang berlaku kt sini? Kenapa dia melenting? Kenapa dia terasa? Mungkin juga dia bertindak betul? Mungkin benar fakulti engineering dianak tirikan? Tapi kalau dia tidak betul pula macam mana? Haa... Tapi, x semestinya high sensitiviti ini tidak bagus. Kerana seperti saya cakap pada awal text, sensitiviti merujuk kepada kepekaan terhadap seuatu perkara. Jadi, kepekaan itu penting, we cannot remain ignorant at important issues right? It all depends on how you react, itu yang menentukan high sensitivity itu bagus atau tidak untuk anda.

8) Jadi berbalik kepada point 6 tadi. Kita harus remain calm dan bertindak mengikut keadaan dan bukan perasaan semata-mata. X pasal2 kena buang universiti nanti, hehe.

9) Ok, jadi apa pula kaitannya dengan orang kt Malaysia ni? Yes tepat sekali, memang saya x berkenan dengan orang Malaysia ini. Silap sikit marah, betul sikit mengampu, eh, yeke. Lebih kurang gitu lah. Ramai yang bersikap judgemental. X kisah la isu ape2 pun, plup plup, condemn sane sini. Berape ramai yang mampu remain neutral dalam satu-satu isu? Semuanya mahu condemn. It’s very simple actually, mana yang salah, betulkan, mana yang betul, improvekan lagi. Kalau salah, tegur je, melalui medium yang sepatutnya, cara yang sebetulnya.

10) Satu lagi contoh, di Universiti, x kisah la universiti mana2. Setiap kali lepas event2 tertentu, mesti ade je yg nk kutuk or condemn, oh ini x bagus, itu x bagus. X kesah la, within the board of organizers sendiri ke, orang luar ke. Seperti yang saya cakap, mana yang salah, betulkan, mana yang betul, improvekan lagi. Jadi, utk rakan2 yang terlibat sebagai organizer, take that as a challenge dan improvekan lagi. Utk orang luar, u guys can be judgmental, it’s your choice. But remember, cakap2 belakang x elok tawww, =)

11) Jadi conclusionnya, high, medium atau low sensitivity itu ada baik dan buruknya. Apa yang penting ialah bagaimana cara kita react terhadap sesuatu perkara atau isu itu. Chill !

Transformers 3 - First Preview!

2011-06-28T17:37:00.000-07:00

This is not a spoiler.

1) HAHAHAHAHA, I’m super lucky to have watched first preview of Transformers 3. Sunway Carnival Mall was congested like pasar malam last night, I don’t know how many halls have they open up for preview, but hell yeah, 2 ½ hours of excitement, nerve wrecking and awesomeness!

2) Kids, when you grow up, make sure you buy all the movie series, it was epic! Usually when you watch a long movie, you’d feel pain in the ass, but surprisingly, after watching it, I craved for more! Aahhhh, I hope there’ll be a continuation for this movie.

3) Homaigod, the red ferrari is soo tempting. U guys should go check it out, when it transformed, i personally think "it"'s the coolest.

4) And this part was awesome. This is when the car's in battle mode, loads of guns n shit, damnn.

5) What can i say, this is the movie of the year, and thanks to my friend Man, for booking me the ticket and a nice seat. Autobots, roll outt!

Media: Knowledge or Propaganda? (Part 2)

2011-06-26T21:28:00.000-07:00

I suggest u read here first for part 1.

1) The social media in Malaysia is quite interesting. All of them are bashing each other saying that their sources are more independent and true without any biased or manipulative external factor whilst they aren’t even aware that it’s destroying the younger minds that are vulnerable to such threat.

2) The victim of this media rising is the reader, the younger demographic. With the lack of eagerness in finding the truth or seeking out knowledge, this is where mostly where they are trapped in emotional biased bashing. Easily manipulated by those so called independent information, easily being planted in their mind that this IS the way to do it.

3) But of course there are pros and cons in it. If being judged in terms of our usual local’s negative thinking, there’s always going to be something wrong with our country and it would always be expressed in negative ways. Don’t they realize that we are a rising country, growing nation? Luckily there are many professionals being created as we steadily grow. I personally applaud for the likes of them because rather than rioting, they fight professionally and provide check and balance, not unnecessary bashing which involves tons of faulty language.

4) Where did all the manners, adab, sopan santun as taught by our ancestors? If you look at comments section in any online media, there will always be some unmannered human beings trolling around giving nasty comments. Being nasty and giving critics are 2 different things. We as Malaysian, who supposedly proud of our multi cultured nation should not conform like other low context culture nation. We have our guidelines and proper ways to show our views and criticism. Globalization while maintaining our adab and tradisi.

5) Honestly, I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Mostly because of it’s sad to see Malays fighting each other, racism still occurred. Despite being optimistic, I too know the feeling. Don’t you feel tired fighting over issues that are 50 years old? I believe each and every young generation only wants a stable and peaceful country. Leave politicians with their work, shouldn’t you be focusing more on entrepreneurship as suggested by our leader? Even Prophet Muhammad S.W.T also said that rezeki is (90% I think?) from entrepreneurial activities.

Posers

2011-06-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

1) I always refrain myself to write while feeling mad. As Mark Zuckerberg had experienced, blogging while drinking was a bad idea.

2) But there’s one topic that I can’t resist; The Hypocrites of Music.

3) I spend an hour to list down important points to shoot the so called hypocrites. But then I realized, why should I even bother bout them? Silly me.

4) There’s only 1 thing I wanna say. Do not listen to music or play musical instruments, simply to follow the trend. Do it because you love it, that you find something of value in it.

STAR

2011-06-23T09:20:00.001-07:00

I dedicate this post to my high school friends out there, even though we rarely meet each other, the time will come, Insyallah.

1) Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman, a place where most of my precious memories were kept. The high school which I entered in 2003 for five years until 2007. A place where I learnt most of the meaning of life, where I found my stand in life, friendship, respect, love, and where I grab those bits that turned me into what I am today.

2) The fact that it’s an all-boys school which makes it interesting. Brotherhood. It sounds just like any other words. But we put pride and dignity in it. We grew up together, do things together, live through hardships together and play together. And there’s more to it. It’s only been 4 years since I left that school, but I’m certain that all of us are still holding the pride in STAR’s name.

3) I would call all of those experiences as experiments to increase the potential in life. It’s rather simple, the more u grab experience at those times, the more potential u gain to live the life. I’ve spoken to many of my friends and some of em’ felt the same. We grew exponentially as we leave the school.

3) It’s a bliss to see my friends grew and changed into better men. Most of em are leaders and respected at their own universities and college. Most of them have their own area of specialty. None of them succumb to challenges. With countless efforts and hard work, some excelled in politics, arts, medics, business, law, sports, economics, and many more areas. And even though some of us haven’t met since high school, we never forget each other. It’s rather enjoyable to see each and every one of us becoming more matured each year.

4) I still remembered we used to run around the corridor wearing nothing but underwear, xD Or playing games at cybercafé like we owned the place. Cheering for our very own team at every sport events. Hearing hitz.fm top 20 charts every Sunday morning at prep class. Running down the corridor to the dining hall on Friday lunch just to get grab nasi ayam with bigger chicken. Or perhaps Saturday morning’s western breakfast was better? Jumping down from 2^nd floor at Green House just to run away while playing “kejar-kejar”. Fighting with the wardens. Get caught while “flying”, doing laundry together, jamming at TC, movies at JJ, radios and caroms being smashed by warden, playing every kind of sports, joining many club activities, praying together everyday at surau, getting caned by wardens, flirting with young teachers? LOL. Wardens, STAR will never be itself without them, =)

Ahh, life was pretty much hectic back then.

5) For every sweat and tears, joy and happiness, countless memories, lies a special bond that’ll never severe. I look forward for the year 2027, I wonder how many children will you guys have then, xD

Rouse up!

Picture: Year 2005

One Tree Hill

2011-06-22T18:49:00.001-07:00

1) Of all tv series, I would say this is the one that brings out many memories from my head. I don’t quite like Nora Elena, I bet this one is far better in terms of romance even though the story is 6,7 years old. And the soundtrack is evergreen, the theme song, I played it surprisingly many times throughout years till now.

2) Theme Song:

Story of the Year – Sidewalks

Gavin Degraw – I don’t wanna be

p/s: Hilarie Burton was amazingly beautiful, =)

Suara Latar?

2011-06-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

1) Sudah hampir dua bulan aku jadi pekerja practical di E-Educator Sdn. Bhd. Untuk bulan pertama memang sgt bosan, aku kena buat power point presentation utk pelbagai subject dan topik, antaranya Physics, Biology, Bahasa Melayu dan Sejarah.

2) Macam mana nk buat? Diorang kasi template, kasi buku rujukan, ngan gambar yang berkaitan, study sendiri, buat ikut topik. Senang kan? Hotak hampa senang.. Nasib baik la ade basic physics ngan bio.

3) Ujung bulan pertama, ktrg ade audition suara, utk apa, utk jadi suara latar dalam software interactive learning diorang. Hah, audition punye audition, aku sorang je laki yang dapat daripada 3 orang.

4) And sekarang ni dah banyak subject yang sudah aku narrate, semuanya subject utk budak tadika. Bole tahan gak ar kelakar die.. cube bayangkan muka aku, bila aku ckp cmni:

· “Hai adik-adik! Mari kita belajar mengenai suku kata!”

· “B-o bo, l-a la, bola!”

· “Mari kita ulang semula!”

· “Selamat mencuba! “

5) I never thought i would do this epic thing, >.<” But they like my voice, how can i resists? Hahaha, kidding.