There’s a thin lining between love, lust, and hate. I used to think that I only needed love when I’m lonely, when I’m in pain, when having success, or any emotional occasion that made me need to feel self belonging, felt appreciated.
I’ve always wonder, what have I done wrong? It’s simple, as a muslim, you love, because of Allah. Betulkan niat, pray for it, insyaAllah everything will go smooth.
I promised to myself, I won’t ever involve in any intimate relationship before marriage. I’ve done too much damage to people around me, and I hate myself for it. Think I’m strong? I’m just a normal human being like the rest of us. I’m through..
No wonder I’ve failed in life, it’s because I’ve failed to submit fully to the One.
2 comments:
same dengan apa yang sy fikir...
"Manusia ada satu naluri, yang dinamakan gharizah an-nau', yang mana terbit satu simptom dari naluri ini ialah keinginan utk memiliki pasangan hidup. menafikannya bererti menafikan fitrah, tapi membebaskannya tanpa kawalan syariat bererti binasa. manakala bila kita fikir dan cinta kepada Allah, itu adalah naluri gharizah tadayyun, iaitu naluri mengkagumkan dan membesarkan sesuatu.
point yang penting is, naluri to love = tak boleh dibunuh since its our fitrah. Tapi boleh shift in terms of mana satu yang menguasai diri". ~ quoted :)
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