Semenjak dua menjak ni, aku punye sense makin focused, macam mana nk ckp ye, there’s been changes in the way I perceive things.
Hyperactive? Probably not. Did I somehow become a geek? I hope not. There’s just this thing, everytime I see something, I kept thinking how I can relate those thing to my situation. Pelik
It’s like suddenly everything became clear. Macam dlm movie Limitless tu, pnah tgk? The man took some drugs and somehow his mind become clear and became really productive. Tapi aku tade la smpai mcm tu, cume baru2 ni otak aku ni mcm terlalu byk berfikir. Dulu macam ni jugak, but this time it’s different. Aku pun tataw nk explain macam mane.
Mungkin sbb aku terlalu busy baru2 ni, and I’m trying to absorb it. Busy, hmm, cliché. But seriously, being busy is currently my way of life, I just had to cope up with it. And mungkin baru sekarang aku dpt terima hakikat?
Nobody said life was gonna be easy. Kalaulah aku tahu aku akan berdepan dgn situasi macam ni 3,4 tahun yg dulu, I’d probably freaked out.
Nasib baik abah ada, everytime I went crazy with my ideas, he knocked me out straight back to line.
I’m not as carefree as I was before, and that’s really a pain in the ass. Hidup aku ni dah jadi macam drama dalam tv3 pulak. But this time, I couldn’t predict the ending. Arghhh, tension!!
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